Strange Isnt It??

my 102th entry

2005-09-27T13:12:00.000+08:00

this is my 102th entry. When did i have so many entries ??hehehe
In comp lab now, doing nothing. =(
Waiting fot tutorial to start at 2pm. 45 mins to go......

Will post more photos tonight. Took quite a few with my secondary school mates last weekend.

Tomorrow's my free day. Yeah!!!!!
Going shopping i hope?

Thursday i will be in school the whole day and i have a mid-term test on thurdays and i guess we are meeting my group members in the evening again..

Friday, maybe i will got to school to do my programming..

Saturday, thinking whether to meet up with my group members for project again as monday is the consultation and we need to show the advisor our project.. =(

Sunday, i should say this day is reserved for my family... Either i go out with my mummy, or i will just stay at home to slack...

Slack = Eat + Sleep + TV.

just wondering how's my friends in Melbourne??

Oh lib lao po, i think ur card got lose in the mail leh, i havent received ur card... =(
how??? *sad sad*

Its the end of Septemeber already. Soon its October.... then Novemeber....

Novemeber is my exam month..... and then Decemeber!!!!!!!!!!!

December!! Christmas........ oh lib, u coming back for Christmas???

nick, when will u be back??

Sindy, how's work???

Miss u guys alot....

2005-09-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

hahaha see how my nephew changed from a thin tanned baby to a chubby fair baby...

2005-09-16T00:14:00.000+08:00

My baby nephew weizhe

My 21st Birthday

2005-09-15T23:45:00.001+08:00

Hey i just uploaded the photos i took on my bdae. hehehe...
Had a wonderful bbq with friends and family.
Cant really remember what i eat that night.
Only knew that i was the luckiest girl on earth on that night!
Warmth from my mummy who cooked for me...
Warmth from friends who attended my bbq.....
Warmth from sisters who got me the cake which was thrown on my face, and the flowers with a yellow hippo.
Warmth from friends who sms me to say Happy Birthday!
Warmth from daddy's big big hongbao.
Warmth from friends who called me to say Happy Birthday!
Didnt know i was the luckiest girl till that day.....

21 !!!!! Time for R21 movies.
21 !!!!! Time for the key to freedom.

hahahaha....

2005-09-15T23:45:00.000+08:00

Flowers from my lovely sisters! They know im dying to receive flowers! =)

2005-09-15T23:44:00.000+08:00

hahaha candid photo. I got thrown into the pool!!!!!! *smudge eyeliners*

2005-09-15T23:41:00.000+08:00

Dont u notice something? I can't stop myself from smiling without my teeth shown in all the photos?

2005-09-15T23:40:00.000+08:00

That's all the people i knew from working at my mummy place. hahaaha....

2005-09-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

That's all my friends from secondary school. But sindy, chibu, nic and lib are missing from my photos

2005-09-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

Me with my cake! I shall only say My cake tastes great!!!!!

2005-09-15T23:36:00.000+08:00

Me with 2 of my naughty nieces! and my birthday cake! Call me Minnie mouse!

2005-09-15T23:34:00.000+08:00

Me with my jc friends. Thanks thanks for coming!!!

2005-09-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

they companied me while i study

Simplicity

2005-08-27T13:11:00.000+08:00

Finally, after so long, i decided to blog again..
Changed my layout of my blog, something simple..
Heard from my sis that my daddy's best friend Mr Ang just passed away today in the early morning, and 3 hours after his death my daddy just got to know of the news. My poor daddy was weeping when he told my mummy about it. Within this half a year, I kept hearing from my daddy that his friends past away suddenly. How vulnerable life could be. You see this person smiling happily at you today, but the next moment he just disappeared for good.
Yesterday, my mummy was just telling my that Mr Ang couldnt recognize my daddy and their friends anymore. mummy said that he might be leaving soon. But its like a bit too soon right.He suffered from liver cancer. Last Sun, he just had a dinner with my daddy (birthday boy). Ever since my daddy knew mr ang contacted cancer, everytime when my daddy mentioned about Mr Ang, i knew how vulnerable my daddy feel. he felt that he could help him in anyway.

Still remember when i was young, uncle always joked with me , said that i could be his daughter-in-law. hahaha... I will always remember uncle.......

Mood: Super low.
13.27

Hate Holidays

2005-05-25T11:07:00.000+08:00

This is the worst holiday i ever had. I hope something nice will be happening to me soon, if not i shall rest in peace. Reason of death: Lack of space mentally( cos i have lots of 'space' physically), and definitely murdered.

im not sure whether is it me or my family members? Im not sure whether its me who has changed oris it just that now i finally realized what's hiding among them? I dont understand. Im being so left out. Maybe to them, Im just someone they can make use of or maybe just someone who can entertain them?

I dont understand. Im so full of question marks. Whether i do something, i always try to think in their place before doing anything. I care about them first then mine. I dont understand why. Maybe just being stupid bah.. Forget it

I think im all alone now. I only feel that im just an outsider accompanying one of their rooms in the house and also wasting their food.

Im hanging alone now... All alone.

friday night

2005-05-13T23:38:00.000+08:00

im just back from a small evening shopping trip and I didnt buy anything!!!!! SO SAD.

hey, i finally signed up for the singnet broadband1500. hehehe my usual connection was only 512kpbs and now i pay the same price for a better connection ahahha. and i got to choose 2 handphones for the offer. Both 3G phones. One is a Motorola one and one is the Nokia 6680( usual price 900++) which i need to topup 338 bucks for it. Of course i will get the Nokia one. Im now Nokia loyalty list( if there is one) okie!! ahahha.
Now i get a Ethernet modem free, and i wont have to worry about getting disconnected always due to the unstability of my laptop.
hehehe...

okie lazy lazy bones.... night night

on Holidays.

2005-05-11T11:19:00.000+08:00

As you all can feel from my blog, Im on HOLIDAY finally. After 4 months of school, im finally having my end of yr term break. It is 3 months long... Starting school on the 1st of August, and again, i need to consider what modules to take for next semester and i will be graduating in another year's time. Damn fast i should say.

What had i been doing for the near 2 weeks holidays so far?? I visited the library, borrowed books on html, which i need to know for next semester work. Gonna head back to library for more books. I finished reading the thin book Tuesdays with Morrie. I baked cookies for my nieces. I taught them Maths, Chinese and English. Part time Nanny!!!! Went shopping alone for 2 days, burned a hole on my pocket again. Everyday sleep at 2am and wake up at 12 noon. Went out with friends.......
Hahaha in short, i just wasted 2 weeks of holidays and i still have 10 more weeks to waste.
Come to think about i just wasted 2 weeks holidays in a blink of an eye, i think i can just waste the other 10 weeks easily hehehe.. =P

Tuesday( yesterday), I met up with my secondary classmates, and we watched House of Wax. Actually i know the story already because vincent told me and it's damn gory. No other comments, I just think the way the people got killed was damn damn damn gruesome.
Chatted quite a lot with them. As both Doreen and huifen are poly graduates, and they are still looking for jobs and going for interviews, we went to sign up the job agency to look for jobs. I need a temp job to keep me occupied and i need the money. I cannot imagine myself after graduating, looking for jobs. I seemed like there are thousand of people looking for jobs everytime a batch of students graduated. *sigh*

Finally bought an eye serum for dark rings!! Damn ex, but i think its okie, I cant stand them anym0oore!!!!!

Went out to celebrate Selene's birthday. This girl has just reached the 21 mark. hahaha. and i will too in another 4 months i think? hehehee Went for dinner, still the usual crap. I always feel comfortable with this whole batch of friends. Overall, Nice friends, nice dinner. I just wonder 10 years down the road, will we still be able to meet up like this?

- Sindy told me she might want to come back to sg for holidays this july?!!! *excited oh*
- Someone just offered me a temp job to be a surveyor in N U S / N T U? I dont think i will be taking up that job !
- Happy Birthday Selene!!!!=)
- Did i say i got a new mp3 player??
- oh and did i say i might get a new phone? * im not only broke now, Im broken*

Its killing me

2005-05-05T00:45:00.000+08:00

I just changed 2 layouts for my blog today. It's killing me. If u have noticed, the right column is empty. Ask me Why??? I DONT KNOW. Damn fed up with it. For the 1st layout i try just now, totally no words appear although when u are in the preview mode everything was alright. And dont know what is the problem with it!!!!!!!!!

Hate you!!!!!!!

change or not to change?

2005-04-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

im thinking of changing to a new blog address. Im thinking of abandoning this webbie! What do u think?

Quick note

2005-04-15T18:31:00.000+08:00

Im in the school comp lab again. I was in the comp lab while writing my last entry, and now here i am agin. And their keyboard's so hard. Fingers hurting. =( I think the rain is getting heavier oh, Im stuck in school. The rain is heavy and i didnt wanna get caught in the rain so i chose to go home late. Today is my first day of my exam studying week. I cannot believe it, one more week and there comes my exams. Im still quite unprepared for exams, but at least now, projects were finished, assignments were over. So I'm gonna make full use of the week to study. As usual, i have 5 exams in semester which will last me one week. I always squeezed my exams together, i can't stand it when i have long breaks in between my exams. Hehehe luckily NUS allows us to plan our own timetable

Just did the student online feedback for the semester. It just like a survey asking you hows the modules you took, how the lecturers and the tutors. One thing to comment about it, the photos of the lecturers are so funny! hehehe Especially Dr Barnard ( my history lecturer), i bet he just his 20 years ago photo for it. At that time he still have Hair!! hahahaha, his lectures are so enjoyable, i always laugh at his jokes and man, his jokes are damn funny!!! I almost tear once listening to his joke.

Just wonder whether

monday afternoon just before tutorial

2005-03-07T13:32:00.000+08:00

Im now in my faculty's computer labs.. So cold. My tutorial will start in another half an hour time. =)

Just look through all my friends' blog before blogging and as usual that jw didnt blog again ehhehehe...

This week shall be a busy week for me. I will have lessons on monday and tuesday. No lesson on Wednesday!!! Yeah! Im going out for good food and great companion and also Shopping hahaha..
Then thursday, IT sh ow will start and i need to help out my sister from thur to sun.. So no weekends to slack for me... =P But nevermind i enjoy these kind of shows, Cause u will get real busy busy busy and no time to stop to rest and think. Actually that's the kind of life i Love... =)

Just wondering what my friends are doing now ???
Nicole should be in school, nono i think walking home? (Time in melbourne : 16:36)
Libing should be in school too? or working?? or Window shopping?
Sindy should be working... Poor thing!!! Nevermind!!! Jia You!!!
Selene and Min are in the same room as me, doing the same thing and waiting for the same tut.
Jiawoei should be on her way home?! i remember she end sch at 13:30

Sigh...

the keyboard in this comp lab sucks.... My fingers hurt now... okie...
shall end here . =)

Saturday afternoon

2005-03-05T17:21:00.000+08:00

Just had my networking mid-term test. Bad Bad.
Definitely no hopes for it.
And now i need to stick my nose back to books,
i wont be free next week cos im helping my sis with her IT show from thur to sun.
So definitely busy and tired.

Im so hungry now. But there's nothing to eat.
I think i put on weight, my tummy is damn bloated. =(

hehehe un-inspiring i think

2005-03-03T00:06:00.000+08:00

Got this survey from lib's site . Cant imagine im doing it...

LAYER ONE: STATS

-Name: h u i h u i

-Birth date: 4 sept 1984

-Birth place: Singapore

-Current Location: Singapore

-Eye Color: black

-Hair Color: black, with a bit of brown and a small bit of yellow

-Righty or Lefty: Righty

-Zodiac Sign: Virgo

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE

-Your heritage: Asian

-Shoes you wear today: white sandles. actually i dont know how to classify my shoes, its definitely not that kind of sandles u can go trekking with, its that kind of uncovered shoes. hahaha anyway, why bother

-3 things i did today: Be with him, caught a movie, and doing this survey?

-Your fears: no money, mummy knowing i had a relationship( cos she is that kind of mummy who dont want her daughters to be attached that young, while u are still schooling? Hello im 21 soon, i can only find one when im working. And if im gonna work for u, i think i can see my route to become a single. forever and ever hahaha. okie.. )*im so naggy*

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW

-Your most overused phrase: wa lao.

-Thoughts first waking up: Can i dont go to school?

-Your best physical feature: yet to find any.

-Your bedtime: not sure, just that i always fall asleep while chatting on the phone with him, its

not that he's boring, just that im too tired by the time i chat with him.

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK

-Pepsi or Coke: Coke

-McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's

-Adidas or Nike: both?

-Lipton Tea or Nestea: lippon?

-Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate

-Cappuccino or coffee: coffee

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?

-Smoke: No

-Take showers: Of course.

-Have a crush(es): Of course, I got lots of them, ahhaha but of course crushes are crushes.

-Think you've been in love: hehhehee ya*blushed*

-Want to get married: yes, if i found the right one for marriage. If not, no harm being alone, but of course i need to get used to being alone first before considering it.

-Motion sickness: No

-Think you're a health freak: Definitely no. hahahaa im eating all those junkie like potato chips and french fries.

-Get along with your parents: maybe i thought, u should ask my parents whether they can get along with me??

-Play an instrument: violin from pri 3 to pri5

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH

-Drank alcohol: Yes

-Gone on a date: Yes

-Gone to the mall: Yes

-Been on stage: No

-Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Havent eaten them for ages oh

-Eaten sushi: No?

-Gone skating: No

-Had a tan: No

-Dyed your hair: No, but im planning to

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER

-Been trashed or extremely intoxicated? No

-Changed who you were to fit in: I hope not?!

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER

-Age you hope to be married: 28

-Children: I hope none, but if i have to, maybe 1 male and 1 female

-Describe your dream wedding: my dream wedding... i just wanna have a diner at the ballroom where every guests will be ballroom dancing, and bride and the groom will be dancing in the middle. Guests will be throwing eyes of envy cos they cant dance hehehe. okie. i wanna have a western wedding where the bride maids and the maid of honour wears the clothes i choose

-How do you want to die: Im too young to think about it.

-What do you want to be when you grow up: I think Im quite grown up i think? ehhee i wanna be a rich tai tai!( and joining lib for tai tai session)

-What place would you most like to visit: Europe

LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY

-Best eye color?: huh? Black, brown?

-Best hair color?: something decent.

-Short or long hair: Short! i cant stand guys with long and unkept hair

-Height: Taller than me

-Best first date location: no preferences

-Articles of clothing: as long as he looks good

LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS

-Number of bags i own: >10

-Number of CD's: Many…

-Number of piercings: 5 earholes

-Number of tattoos: None

Got this survey from lib. Cant imagine im doing it...

Oh finally completed it. Gosh i spent 27 mins on this.. i need to get back to books.

new entry new entry

2005-03-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

Finally a new entry. Say goodbye to the old entries. Feeling much better now, without all those living in my "own world" thingy, and feeling great. hehehe. Sorry to cause some of u guys to be worried about me, dont worry, im still here =) I guess what happened last week was just some kind of pre-pre-pre-pre-pre pmsing hehehe.
Decided to blog cos Nicole is waiting for my new entry ahhaha, i bet she is the one who always look at my blog everytime she online.. hehehe dont worry, u arent all alone, Im also like that. I always visit ur blogs everytime im online, just not i hardly comment. hehehe =)

oh.. Something about today...
I watched Hitch. ahahah Will smith's so sweet and nice. Fabulous guy, i dont mind dating his " patients". Oh he's some kind of date doctor who helps guys hooked on girls. but only girls they love. * so sweet* Hope in reality the date doctor thingy do exists.... Is it true that the first kiss tell the females all the things they need to know?? ahahaha i dont think. I cant even remember my first kiss, Happened too sudden!!!! Overall the show is great for people of all ages, i love will smith's sense of humor. I still remember watching some episodes of him in the Fresh prince from LA That's like donkey years ago.. hehehe just wonder any of u all seen those?!! (Im not as old as u all might think, jugding from the show i watched) I'm just a Hardcore Tv-Addict.

Saw Hitch's advertisement just before the entry to the movie theatres in cine, It says "Let ur date choose the movie", which i thought was rather true. hehehe i cant imagine myself in a cinema watching movies i dont even interested in. hehehe actually i dont like watching movies that are in languages i dont understand. I hate following the sub-titles in a cinema. Cant take my eyes off the screen.. But of course, I dont hate them. just dont prefer. hehehe =)

I need a new facial wash!!! i was using biotherm before, but i dont think it really suits me and i thought i will go for something cheap. hehehe then i choose Olay.. ahahaha Although my skin's more moist than before, but i never seem to be able to rinse the facial wash away. There are always some of it on my face, causing them to get into my eyes. and never once.. okie maybe once i manage to get out from shower with non-redded eyes. I hate You . okie.. need to get other brands... that's just okie for my normal/dry skin. Recommendations??

Lost.

2005-02-26T06:04:00.000+08:00

Its already 6am and i cant sleep.

Im so lost, i dont know what to do.

I bet this is the first time in my life i ever felt this way.

I dont know what to do.

I dont know who to talk to.

I dont know what to say.

I think im alone. I chose it.

Disturbed

2005-02-25T23:13:00.000+08:00

I decided to go on appear offline in msn this time round.
Because Im so lazy to chat.
And there are just someone who is trying to chat with me always at the wrong time.
And there are sometimes when u are on AWAY mode, still trying to chat with you.
And AWAY MODE means Im AWAY. So dont say Im ignoring you..

Okie... I bet im PMSing... It's near the time of the month again... =(

Have sex and fuck Off..

* i think im really PMSing or Im just tired*

Nicole.

2005-02-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow u will be leaving us for Melbourne again... =(
Take care of yourself.
Thanks for coming back....
Miss you

Confused.

2005-02-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

It's been almost a month ever since i really blogged. Had been quite a busy month since it's chinese new year and it's also the half way through my semester where tests are just round the corner.

Suddenly, Im lost my words. I dont know what to blog. Feeling damn moody now?!
Maybe i suddenly found out i got lots of things not done,
Maybe im not behaving like who i am recently,
Maybe i talked too much that i have used up all my energy talking,
Maybe im just sick of myself,
Maybe im not true to myself,
Maybe who u all see is not the real me,
Maybe i dont dare to show my true self,
Maybe im just afraid,
Maybe im thinking too much,
Maybe maybe maybe.......

Damn i have so many maybes that i dont even know which is true or which is just maybe..

2005-02-18T23:31:00.000+08:00

hi that's me!! ahhaha does it look like me? i really tried my very very best to find a pair of eyes that are not that big.. hehhe i like this hairstyle haha =) and the face shape is like me, so big hehehe

Just thought i would share what i feel...

2005-01-28T15:13:00.000+08:00

Just read a blog entry from my close friend. Feeling kind of sad that she didnt get to enjoy her holidays this time round. Im really sorry if i didnt have the time to accompany her, and i cant be with her when she needs someone to talk to, and i cant be there when she needs someone to talk to. There are something which i thought i must share how i feel and i hope what i had said will not hurt anyone of us, cos as i knew, i always said things can may hurt someone which i thought was okie to me. I know friends who been through hardships together, will know how one another will feel. At least that's what i think. You all may not agree with what I have said, maybe u might not want to see what i write, it's okie. I just feel that keeping all these feelings inside me, is hurting me and it hurts me more when i cant tell people how i feel. hahhaa im being kind of naggy over here..

Remember when ever we wrote autographs for friends during our primary and secondary schools' life, we always have this section about who are your best friends and who are your good friends which are to mean that they are not as closer as to be ur best friends. ahaha. How innocent we are in the younger days. And as time goes by, our circle of friends tend to become smaller and smaller and smaller. That may not be a bad sign and that does not mean you have problems communicating with someone, it just that there are friends coming in and leaving the circle, you can force them to stay within your circle. Saying about circle, it kind of made me remember the circle of trust in the movie Meet the Fockers. ahhaha okie, out of topic. Or maybe actually you thought they have left your circle but actually they didnt, it just that they are moving closer to the arcs of the circle. We not only have friends to care of, we have studies to care of, family to be with, some maybe boyfriends to be with, or maybe work to worry about. We cant be thinking that just that we dont go out often, we dont talk that much, we hardly see each other, we are losing each other. We have to put our friendship to the test. Our friendship cant be so fragile as to break it just after a month or two. Even though we dont get to see each other for years, or chat with each other for months, I dont think we will lose the feeling. The particular feeling that made u feel secure again. I do have that kind of experience. There were times which i cried that i feel that i got no friends to care about me, no one to accompany me but that was the past. I understand that we do have lots of roles to play... We need to perform in our studies, we need to be child of our parents, we need to be sibling to our siblings, we need to be friend to our friends.

Actually i do think that best friends will always be best friends. Unless both of u want to give it up. You know what i mean??

Best friends? Why do we call them best friends? Why dont we call that good friends?or maybe better friends?? hahahaha. Somehow i think maybe Best friends are friends whom have once been ur good friend and better friends and Now BEST friends?? is there any level up? Like maybe i can give them a name, Best, bester and BESTEST friends?? ehhehe =)

No matter what, i believe that best friends will always be best friends. SO To all my best friends out there, I hope u know who u are!!!!!!!!!! I will never let u all get out of my circle!!Dont even think you can get away from me easily.... =) We all are friends i knew from young, from 12 years' old all the way to 20. wow.. Im not letting anyone of u drift away from me. I miss you guys. From Melbourne, from Hongkong and From Singapore!!!!!!!!!!!

What a week

2005-01-28T14:46:00.000+08:00

Finally Tutorials had started in the week 3 of my second semester. I dont sound relieved okie. Im feeling so relunctant to go to tutorials and completing my tutorials... This semester's tutorials aint that interesting except for finanical accounting. hehehe aiyo.. Did i mention to u that there is this cute foreigner in my fna tutorial.. A very very cute ang-mo. Im very sure u ladies will drool if u ever see him. ahhaha too bad u all cant see him except me and min hahahah =)

Oh the other tutorials are not any better. Oh anan.d is tutoring me for the second time! YIppppie!!!!!! ehehhe he's such a nice guy with her wonderful 100 volts smile which will bound u get u electricuted if u go any nearer to him hahaha =)

hehehee..

okie. Im still down with the idiotic flu and sore throat. and now im still resting at home. To those who havent seen me online or offline, cos im like resting at home. Living a life of a pig. Didnt go to school for 2 days in a row already, and i missed my first history tutorial and 3 lectures WOW..
Thursday, i slept through the whole day, close to 20 hours of sleep oh.
Today, feeeling much better already. At least i can get out of bed without feeling dizzy. but the blowing of my nose is killing me... =(

okie. i need a rest already. Cant take it anymore... Night

Couldnt find any New Clothes.

2005-01-18T11:54:00.000+08:00

I couldnt find any new clothes. I had been roaming Orchard Road the whole day yesterday, From 1 to 7pm and i only got a red skirt. I couldnt find any nice tops... Can anyone of suggest other places to shop except Orchard Road. I Got lots of bottoms but i still cant find any tops. Nicole said Im so picky!! But Im not lo.. hahaha I only dont go for sleeveless tops and i did try those a bit Hongkie clothes but I dont think they suit someone like me who is of big built. *sigh*

Will be meeting Nicole later, she will be clashing my lecture. hehehe Gonna bring her to muchie monkeys in NUS to eat... =) Yummy Yummy food. And Im craving of Roti prata, maybe we can go for some later hahaha =) Yeah!!!!!! =P

So dead and tired yesterday.. And i finally registered for my tutorials. I hoped nothing goes wrong oh...=(

Libing: Im still waiting for your letters!!!!!
Sindy: Have you got ur internet connection???

2005-01-16T23:10:00.000+08:00

That's how my laptop's desktop theme look like. I love The background. =)

I Posted some real nice Photos.....

2005-01-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

Hey i posted some real nice photos when i took during my holidays.. =)
I Love them. =)

2005-01-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

The three of us......... Im so fair.

2005-01-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

Hahaha. I told Lib i got two breasts, she looked so shocked.. hehehehe =)

2005-01-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

Thanks to OverExposure... =) Im so fair... =)

2005-01-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

The four of Us... I miss u Girls.... Maybe i should post those old school days photos soon.

2005-01-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

hehehe i like this pic, but my face so BIG

2005-01-16T22:51:00.000+08:00

thanks to the over-exposure. Lib and me are so fair in this pic.. =)

2005-01-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

i look so weird...

2005-01-16T22:48:00.000+08:00

i look so cute in this picture. dont u think so?? hahaha

Something about school..

2005-01-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

As for me, School has already re-opened for a week. And me, being a poor Second-year student still struggling to wake up everyday to go to school. And the Bus rides are killing me, Havent been on Real Long bus rides during the holidays, maybe that's why i always suffer from headaches everything i go home from school.. Shall recover real soon...

Lectures still the same, boring and very less-entertaining. Lecturers' jokes aint funny except for the ang-mo lecturers u had for my history module. So far so good. Just that i dont understand what my CS2105 lecturer is trying to explain, i'm trying very hard to try to figure out what my CS3265 lecturer is saying, CS3261 lecturer's so......... cheem, FNA1002 lecturer's voice is driving me sleeply and HY1101E lecturer's okie; but that's only the first lecture. hahahhaa, How interesting can my school life for this semester be interesting hahahaa...

Chinese New Year's approaching, yet to get any new clothes. But i got new undergarments already! YEah!!!!!!!! =) hahaha 3 more weeks for me to shop! yeah! Oh, i guess this year i still cant fit into a cheong-sam. =( Never mind, I'm never too old to fit into one hehehe =)
Gonna get new Shoes!!! and Tops.. Why aint the stores replenishing stock for new year. It's no use having sales with all those old old old stocks which i had seen them for like umpteen times during their previous previous sale. Get a Life....

Finished reading Nicole's Just Friends and finally i can return her her 3 books i borrowed 3 year ago hehehe.. * embarrassed* and i also finished reading Sophie Kinsella's Can You Keep a Secret. Wow, im so impressed by myself. hehehe I'm reading u know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My eldest sis shall be very impressed with me too, to her, i only read books when im on oversea holidays hehehe.
Oh, now Im gonna start with Sophie Kinsella's Shopaholic series. It consists of at the moment 4 books; 'Confessions of a Shopaholic' , 'Shopaholic takes Manhattan' , ' Shopaholic ties the knot' and 'Shopaholic and Sister'. Wow... Shopaholic... Hope i dont become one after reading the series hehehe. =) Or maybe i'm already one. =)

Tutorial Registration starts on monday. I better remember!!
Celebrating huifen's birthday tomorrow! Gonna buy the cake! i better remember!
I seem to forget things easily. Better dont be a habit..

Welcome 2005.

2005-01-14T23:12:00.000+08:00

In my last entry, i bid goodbye to 2004, hehehe and i think i should say hello to 2005. hehehe.
i very very late for it.... Sorry oh.. Welcome 2005! A new beginning for me and for everybody. =)

Good Bye 2004..

2005-01-08T01:17:00.000+08:00

A lesson i had learnt from my experience of blogging. Always copy and paste the entry to a word file before publishing the post. Im never wrong with this. I had enough of the shock of losing the words i typed. I almost had one just now, luckily I had a copy. hehehehe.. And i always see blog entries cursing and swearing at the stupid Blogger hehehe.. =)

Oh 2004. Good bye. Im a week late for this, but Dont mind me okie?!!

I shall not look back what i did the past year, i shall look forward to what Im going to do this year....

Im turning 21 this year. How interesting can it be....

Update Update Update !!!

2005-01-07T23:23:00.000+08:00

Finally i got the urge to blog.. Now munching Marks and spencer's digestive bar. hahaha actually it's just digestive biscuit covered with chocolate. It's so tempting that i cant stop munching.
Actually lots of things happened within this holidays and now my holidays will end in two days time, will be back to school again on Monday. I'm not sure whether to be happy with it, or to be sad over it. Sigh..
During school, i always wanted to blog but i had nothing to blog. During holidays, i had the time to blog and i had things to blog but i just dont feel like blogging. How weird can i be... Or maybe just the laziness inside me.

Let me summarize how i spend my holidays.

My did-already list.

I had fun.
I had no more money.
I never ever had such an enjoyable holidays before.
I love the company i spent with during this holidays.
I had Sindy to share my bed with for a week.
I had lots of late night.
I had Libing to do shopping with me.
I had a lot of holes in my pockets.
I bought a lot of things.
I did my pedicure.
I sent out Christmas cards to my friends.
I had friends wondering how i have so much time to write those cards.
I had lots of Christmas greetings from friends.
I felt blessed.
I had Nicole to take photos of me and friends.
I took lots of photos.
I had dinner with Selene and Andy.
I finally finished reading Tony parsons's The family Way.
I finished reading Mitch Albom's The Five people you meet in heaven.
I had yet to finish Just friends which i borrowed from Nicole 4 years again.
I cried when i see Sindy leaving.
I knew i would cry if i see Libing leave, that's y i didnt send her.
I enjoyed Christmas Eve.
I spent my Christmas Eve with my high heels and Ladies.
I met my primary school friend in Chijmes coincidentally.
I countdowned with the Ladies at my apt's swimming poolside with booze.
I chatted with Sindy.
I chatted with Libing.
I chatted with Nicole.
I chatted with Jiawoei.
I knew who's there for me in the middle of the night when im really confused and couldnt sleep.
I knew who will pick up my call at 3am.
I ate alot tooooo..
I drink alot tooooo...
I drank lots of beer tooooo....
I grew heavier.
I worked for my parents during my last few days of holidays.
I watched lots of movies.
I got my first gift from him on Christmas Eve.
I got him gifts tooo.
I pampered him too much i think.
I did disappoint him, but he didnt know.
I felt so bad not telling him alot of things.
I got a Pooh bear mug from my sis.
I got a Fortune Cat tied to my handphone.
I countdowned to New Year with my parents.
I bidded for my modules.
I had saved 370 bucks with him.
I had dinner with my secondary school friends.
I had a long list of what i did for my holidays.

Results from this holidays ===>> a Bigger, Heavier, Poorer, Happier and Lazier Me.

hahahaha. okie. Actually i did a lot of things, but i dont remember some..

Something to add about this holiday. Oh shall i say this December.

Something about Sindy.
Actually i wanted to write her a letter before she left, but didnt manage to do so. Her one week stay at my place, just made our friendship stronger. During the 2 years apart, we didnt manage to chat to each other much, all thanks to the busy schedule we had. But it seems like, after 2 years, we still have things to chat about and we dont feel awkward towards each other. I couldnt believe that one week is so short. I wont mind if she could stay longer. Having to say good bye to each other, it's really the hardest thing to say. Having spent the whole week with her, I enjoyed alot. We danced, we drank, we gossiped, we chatted..... I'm not sure when will i see this wonderful lady, u still hope after another 8 years, i can still show her the friendship band we got for each other. I miss you gal.

Something about Libing.
Hahaha, laopo, I love the way u wear ur makeup. This lady can really shop. hahaha, we always complained about not seeing any cute guys in the streets and we kept complaining we had no time for shopping and also no money.. Oh, btw i still dont dare to see my bank account balance. hahaha. This lady is dying about whitening products when she's already very fair. This lady is ready to give you comments on whatever questions you have. She gives you real sincere opinions which i really listen to and consider. Oh, i didnt accompany her to watch Meet the Fockers, Im so sorry lib. so sorry. No worries gal, i will keep you updated about that thing ah. Oh btw, i gave the thur thing a miss. I thought about it already and i know what i need already.. Hope nothing will make me change my mind. I miss you. remember to show me urself on the webcam oh. =) And my letters tooooo....

Not gonna see this 2 lovely friends for years i think..

Lazy tired and sleepy.

2004-12-27T01:42:00.000+08:00

Im so lazy to blog, so sorry..... =(

no time no time.

2004-12-16T22:25:00.000+08:00

My holidays are not enough for me. I dont have time to rest, enjoy and play. Sorry for not updating my blog recently. hehehee.. busy with work.

Its been 2 weeks ever since my last updated blog. Wow. and im half way through my holidays already. wow.. Sian!!

Even my dear Libing who went to Shanghai, was already back, and it seems like i had not been doing anything oh.. I only know i got no time this week to shop. So sorry about it who i was supposed to arrange a meet-up oh.

Last friday, saturaday and sunday, i was at heeren for the once-in-a-year event. The sony roadshow. We sold microvault( thumbdrive from sony) over there. wow, Alot of pple oh. =) Busy Busy.. No time no time.

My flu still havent really recovered oh.. It's been one and half weeks already. and i finally got to see a doc on tuesday. And i spent my monday sleeping away at home. Wow. Shiok! hehehe

Went to watch National Treasure on Wed. Great movie.. I'm so amazed by the whole movie! Nicholas Cage damn cool! hehehehe

Now thursday thru sunday, four days i will be struck at Sim Lim, my daddy's shop to help him with another roadshow. It's a creative roadshow and i have to settle the payments for the roadshow again, so im really struck there. No time to go out, especially now when my elder sis is pregnant and she cant be running in and out and of course not to carry any heavy things, There should be someone to do all the odd jobs right. That will be me.

And i promise myself that i will be getting out of all these by the end of this week, I need to do last minute Christmas Shopping oh... No new clothes for me yet.....

And i'm gonna start writing my Christmas card before it's too late too.. =(

I'll meet up with you guys real soon! Sorry!

I'm finally half way through Tony Parsons's The family way'. Im enjoying it. =)

Wednesday..

2004-12-02T01:32:00.000+08:00

Didnt have a good start today, I woke up with swollen puffy eyes. I think i already need the Origins's eye mask for puffy eyes, which nic said that u need them after crying hahahaa...

Met him for Lunch, and he had a new haircut. It's much better than before. He looks like a chao ah-beng before the haircut hahahaa. =)

Went to watch The Incredibles Finally. Give it 4/5 popcorns. It's so cute and funny and enjoyable. You guys should watch it ah...

Met libing for dinner.. hehehe and we arranged for a tai tai session tomorrow hehehe. we gonna shop till we drop. hahaha.. and also let lib see him. hehehe. wonder how was her impression on him. hehehee gonna ask her tomoorrow..

Oh, yimin shall be back tomooorow! Lucky girl, coming back from japan so good. ehhehee

Oh, btw, Taufik won the Singapore Idol! Yipppie.. Hurray. He deserved it. Man, He deserved it.

2004-12-02T00:46:00.000+08:00

Lib, Me and Jw... It's been years ever since i took a picture with lib. I think we dont have pictures of the 3 of us oh.. =)

Exams finally over, here comes holidays

2004-11-29T23:22:00.001+08:00

Yeah! Exams were over since last friday and im having fun right now! Shopping, eating and bitching around! I had never been so happy before for such a long time. Although it pays to be happy ( cos shooping around in orchard for like 4 days in a round can be very tiring), i dont mind it. hehehehe... Especially when i can spend time with my family and Friends.. But too bad, he doesnt have time to spend with me, so i kinda feel a bit neglected hehehee =) But at least we still chat every night.
Sometimes i asked myself, if one of these days we were to break up, i will be damn lonely every night. I, being a very talkactive person, without someone on the phone with me, i will be feeling damn miserable.. so so so.... =p

Oh, lets give a summary of what i had been doing for the past few days:

Eaten: Fish and chips at ikea with jiawoei, Chicken rice at Lucky plaza with nic, Dim Sum at Yum Cha in Chinatown with family and Thai Express with the ladies, Ice Kachang...

Sounds Good right. Now i know how i manage to gain like 3 kg in a year.

Bought: Nike trackshoes from Queensway, A storage box, Apple slicer for the lazy-ers, A Mango top, Contact lens, CDs.

Havent really buy any clothes! Im gonna be broke soon, and daddy never give me pocket money for this holidays. How???

Met: Lib, nic, jw. Yeah!

Watch: Bridget Jones's diary. 3.5 popcorns for it! It's better than the part 1. And i Love u Mark Darcy. "I love you just the way you are" . He’s so god damnit SWEET. Im falling in love with you already… =) That’s true love . hehhe Sorry Hugh Grant. No more .Colin Firth….

Planned: Tue-work, Wed- Movie , Thu- tai tai's day out, Fri- Ktving with the ladies and they staying over at my place, Sat- Shopping with the ladies Sun - Family day out

Conclusion: A busy week ahead, Catch me next week . This week I’m filled. No more appointments Sorry

3 down, last one to go

2004-11-25T14:11:00.000+08:00

Finally! tomorrow's my last paper! Yeah! Hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I bet nic has already finished her last paper, so has Lib and they should be packing their bags now, Coming back in one or two days time! Man.. Finally i get see them soon!!!!!!!

Tomorrow's my last paper, and yet now im still in my bed, blogging and reading magazines. I cant wait. And Lucky min's leaving singapore for japan tomorrow night right after her exams. =P Enjoy your trip oh! I will enjoy my holidays while im still struck in singapore. My eldest sis is sugguesting taiwan when i told her that i want to go overseas holidays with you guys, and my mummy will only allow me to go if my sis comes along. hahaha. No worries man, my sister is super easy-to-get along kind! ahahhaa So im wondering whether u guys want or not?? hehehe if not i might just go with her oh! hehehee =p

But again, Everything's not confirmed yet.... =P

Tomorrow, Ikea- shopping! haha I bet i will be getting junkies again, or things that are cheap and good but of no use to me. hehehhe =p But dont care, shopping makes me happy!!!

Im going Incredibles-gaga, and so is my nieces. hehehe Now that Mcdonalds have those cute little pillows of Jack Jack that cost u $4.95 with every purchase of an extra value meal! Im going gaga over it. Jack Jack's so cute to resist. ehhehee.
I'm the never-grow-up-yiyi who always arguing with my nieces as to who will buy those stuffies for us. hahaha.... So maybe when u all are back, we might have to go mcdonalds for lunch so that i can like buy those stuffies for me and my 2 irritating-most-of-the-times-but-so-irresistably-cute-once-in-a-blue-moon. hehehhaha...

Now that Nicole's coming back, it will the season where i have most of the photos taken. She just loves taking photos and i will still be the same, so relunctant. Cos i'm NOT PHOTOGENIC not like them... I appear damn fat in photos , not that im damn thin in person. Just that, photos just leave trails of me as i grow up hahaahaha..
I have lots of photos when im a lot younger, and stop taking them when im 10. hahaha Grew damn big to be able to fit in the photo( hahaha a bit exaggerating ah) =p
Now, not too bad.. still big but not as big as before. hehehe.
Maybe i should learn how to edit photos, so that i can have a small face, bigger eyes, a sharper nose, double eyelids and less pimples and blemishes in photo ahahhaa...

Gonna visit the theme park in Pasir ris real soon... That's one place which i had been wanting to go since last last last last last holidays.

Gonna hit back to books after i finish surfing the net.. =P
Wish me luck for my last paper tomorrow morning..

1 down, 3 more to go My To-Do-List

2004-11-22T22:42:00.000+08:00

CS2250 Fundamentals of Information Systems! There you goes... One down, two days later then is my next paper, three more papers to go, and four more days to suffer, and i go rest of the month Free.. =)

Gonna come up a to-do-list.. =)

Gonna slack for the night, tomorrow then i will start my revision...

Things to do during holidays

1. Visit mama geraldine and baby felicia
2. Watch The Incredibles
~~3. Watch Bridget Jones's Diary~~
4. Watch Shutter
~~5. Watch Alexander~~ not interested already
~~6. Window shopping in orchard on 26/11~~
~~7. Shopping in Ikea on 29/11~~
8. Change blog layout
9. Sew a handphone pouch for myself
10. Watch VCDS
11. Format my laptop
12. Back-up my laptop
13. Tidy my room
14. Go swimming
15. Apply for condo's gym card
16. Return kerry his barang barang(monopoly, risk, rackets)
17. Re-learn driving
18. Write christmas cards
19. Choose modules for next semester
20. Redemption for biotherm products

Things to Buy
1. Chocolate
~~2. 1 yr supply Contact Lens~~
~~3. Track Shoes~~
~~4. Boxes from Ikea~~
5. Gifts for baby felicia
~~6. Cds and Vcds from HMV~~
~~7. Story Books.( yet to think of any titles)~~ I stilll have books not finished reading
8. Ram for my laptop
9. CD-Rs
10. body scrub
--------------- List to be continued----------

in school, doing last minute revision and assignments

2004-11-19T18:03:00.000+08:00

Hey my assignments due tomorrow and im still half way through.. How efficient am i!! ahhaha

My revision so far still alright , i did some past year papers and i read through my stuff, the problem is getting them in my brain until my exams.
Brought laptop to school today to complete my music composition, i got it almost done with min min 's help too ahhaa. for a music illiterate like me, hahaha it's a miracle i can make a piece of rubbish sounds a bit like music.. Oh maybe i should consider it NOISE.

This holidays should be a very fruitful one oh, Nicole's coming back, Libing's Coming back, chibu's coming back and Sindy's coming back!!!! I'm dying to see you guys!!! We should have a ladies night soon.... Booze anyone?? hehehe....
Sindy will be staying over at my place!! Yeah!!!! Double hurrary!!! Someone to accompany me to bed. Sindy! Dont say i never warn u ah, be prepared for my snoring and kicking! wow... and also the snatching of blankets. =p

I have to plan a list of things to complete after my exams! eehhehee, Maybe learning to cook shall be on my list too... Learning to sew also another hehee.. and of course To watch Bridget Jones's diary 2, The Incredibles and Shutter. Anyone to accompany me for movie???!!
The Incredibles is simply to hard to resist! Im gonna watch that with him, since he also enjoyed Shark Tales. I, myself also enjoy that, IT's a lame animation. OH by the way, if u think shark tales is great, The incredibles are INCredible!!!!! aahhahaha. Nic, it's really a very nice show ah, believe me.... hehheee

Gonna start clear my HMV vouchers i got from my mummy, need to buy vcds to stock up! hehee and also music cds, maybe you guys can tell me what cds u want for christmas??!! then will me my christmas presents to u guys!!! I means it, u guys have till mid- dec to tell me what cds u want oh.... =))))

Need to find a temp job soon... Running out of cash.....

OH i just got a new haircut?? Did i mention it ?? hehehe Very layered hahaha, and my hair is getting lesser and lesser... ANy remedy for hair loss???

Need to exercise!!! Oh i got myself a Hula-Hoop. Finally got one after wating to buy one since last year hahhahaa. =) Shake it baby, for the whole holidays.

Should i go for a new hair colour???

I think i need a tan..

Swimming anyone??!!!

Soon, i will reach the end of the semester.

2004-11-12T23:29:00.000+08:00

Oh, Exams are Round the corner. Most of you all either finished their exams like Jw or just still having exams. For me, it will be next next week! One week left to study! Do u think i can finish revising by then??!! I have my four exams all crampled into one week ahahha. =p Didnt want to a long exam period.. hehehee!!!

Oh my project is finally over! Im over and done with it ! Once and for all! No more going back to school on sunday to do programming and testing for it!! aahhahaha and my program sucks! So bugggy! ahahha and some applications failed to work hahaa man! I hope my tutor dont penalize us too much...hehehe.

Going for a haircut tomorrow! It's so messy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh i watched Shark Tales on wednesday! ahhaha so cute!! Lenny's so CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehhehee I give it 4.5 popcorn!! Go watch it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Before i start doing my project...

2004-11-04T22:37:00.000+08:00

Before i start on my project, i think it will be better for me to blog. If i were to blog after doing it, i will damn stuck up and frustrated, and i will have the whole entry complaining about the stupid codes which always fail me. =(
Promise nic and sindy that i will blog soon.. hahahaha. so there u goes... =)

Had been reading you girls' blog recently, and everyone is complaining about deleting the blog entry after they finished hahaha, that always happened to me and now i will copy all what i have typed to Word before publishing, i cant afford to re-type everything again.

November, the Exams period, everyone rushing their assignments, projects, and catching up on lectures..... How boring can it be.. I guess I'm still rushing for my project( due on 8/11, report on 18/11), assignments( both due on 20/11) and my exams will start on the 22/11. How tight my schedule is!!! ehhehee
There will be no more shopping, movies and slacking session for me anymore after this week! and I have 2 term test( one is tomorrow, another is monday) . ahhahaha
Definitely after my exams, u will see a Fat huihui, high on endorphin. ahahha All those snacks, choco, and sweets are killing me sweetly and softly. hahahhaha.
I grew sick of bread. Last few weeks i have a craving on bread and I'm telling You all!!! Never had this kind of craving, it's slowly affecting u sideways... all those carbohydrates.. Wow, i regretted.....

Oh i skipped my tuesday lecture to go out with him!!! hehehe went to catch the movie, Ladder49. It's not a horror movie, it's a story about this fireman, Jack Morrison, who was caught in a worst blaze of his life, his career and then he starts realizing about the things he holds important, his family, his dignity and courage. The movie started with him trying to save this particular guy who was caught in the blaze at the 12 storeys and unfortunately after saving him, Jack himself was struck between the 8 and 11 storey when the top of the building started to collapse. Then he recall about his first day of work, his first meeting with this girl who in turn he married, the birth of his first child, the death of his colleague......
His fellow firemen of Ladder49 do all they can to rescue him, while he hangs on. But it seems that the blaze was getting bigger and bigger, Jack knew that there was no way he could get out of there, he sacrifice himself for the safety of his fellow firemen. How nice.
I might not be able to like tell u guys of the whole movie, but it was rather touching.
There's this question being asked in the movie, "What does it takes for a man to run into a building when everybody else is running out?".
" Why do firemen leave their families each morning to risk their lives for strangers?".

I watch another movie by Sammi cheng and andy lau. "Yesterday once more" was the name of the movie. Dont think u all in melbourne will be able to see it yet. Overall the movie is quite interesting, i hope the VCD will be out soon, then we can like watch it at my place when u guys come back to singapore. =)

Went out with him on tues, Catch a movie then went shopping!! hahahhaa!!!!!
Oh then on wed, we went for dinner at plaza singapura. Wow the grilled chicken is great. =P Nic, i will bring there to try, Im sure you have ur 2 thumbs up!!!!!!!!! ahhahaha

To be continued... LAzy to blog, cannot think of anything.....

still reading my software engineering textbook. so rareX2

2004-10-22T01:48:00.000+08:00

my last entry, i mention i was reading my cs2103 textbook, now in this entry i'm still reading it.. no very efficient oh..
hehehee

Just have a chat with nic about the piece of freedom of mine... When will that be??! My sis told me u will get it not till u're married.... Wow when will that be.. another 10 years down the road. Man, by then i will be too old for freedom...

Friend commented on this. He took me, It's the inner beauty that attracts the person not the appearance. How true can this be???

It's true that people always say that. Is it just a way of consoling?? Beauty in the eyes of the beholder...!! how true?? hahaaha
Normally, from young we were taught not to judge the book by its cover.....
When we visit the bookstore, we would random pick up a book that caught ur eye. If the cover never attract you , would u ever pick that book up???

Reading software engineering textbk.. so rare

2004-10-20T01:28:00.000+08:00

Just finished printing my notes, my poor printer had just overworked. =(
Actually i wanted to blog yesterday or today at 3am, but the lighting and thunder were just scaring me. Im afraid that the lighting might strike me when im typing and Im so close to the window.. Scary.. *Timid huihui*

I had started my revision for my exams this week, so i guess i would have lesser and lesser time to blog, but i will still be online. hahaha, this might be an excuse for not blogging.!
This week is ntu's last week of school, Luckily jiawoei, she will have her holidays real soon, while i still have 5 weeks to my holidays. wow.. It's like Hell! and i have 1 essay to write( a short one i hope for my science of music module) , a music composition, a Heavy weightage of 30% project which involves hard core ( to me is hardcore) programming and i sux at it.. and a group report. ahahhaa. sounds a lot right?? Actually it's really alot.

I have planned my study timetable. Muggin in school... =( I will have a month of Sundays spend in school for project meeting. I will have my wednesday free of books, notes, and the rest of the weeks on books, tutorials... No life!!!!!!!!!!

I controlled myself from those frequent shopping spree.... SO difficult!!!!!! I want to save money.. i was thinking maybe saving 50 bucks a week sounds okie?? ahahha hope i can keep to it!!!Oh my the way, i told u all that im saving a dollar each day with him!! ahhahah Finally it reached $200. hahaha small achievement.. I'm looking forward for the next hundred. =)

Great to hear that nic enjoyed her birthday, and all those ladies cooked for her!! That's a wise idea of keeping nic away from their kitchen ahahhaa.. u never know what food u will end up with if nic's doing the cooking haahhaa. =P Oh btw, nic have u received my card?????

Small note to jiawoei! Yoz girl!!! Hang in there!!! 3 weeks!! 3 weeks then everything is over!!!! u can have the time u want!!!!!! =)

tired and exhausted. Everyday, i had to ask myself this qns when i woke up. " what day is today???" I couldnt remember the days.................. =(

Tired, Sunday in school..........

2004-10-11T01:01:00.000+08:00

I cannot believe it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is the 3rd time im typing this entry of my blog! The first one was lost due to some error in the blogger, it couldnt refresh. The second one was lost due to my carelessness. i highlighted my text cos i want to copy and paste before i publish the entry but who knows, how coincidencally ,i accidentally deleted it. How interesting could it be to type this pile of shit over and over again. I was in a good mood when i type it, now mood's changing.... Arghhh!

Feeling damn tired now... I need to wake up early for my demostration for the database project. Saying about project, I woke up early today to go to school for project meeting! On a sunday. How nice!!!! hahahah what a way to spend my weekends. At least we got quite a few things done. Now our programs have lesser bugs and looked presentable, but to get the program working is another issue lo. Just have to pray hard that nothing goes wrong. *pray*

Oh, gonna tell you about my friday night dinner with my jc classmates in Chomp Chomp. The food tastes great . hahahaha i think i will want to go there again one of these days hahaha. *yummy*. Met up with the guys and did some catching up. My class guys didnt change much, they are still humorous as before. Just enjoyed chatting with them. Oh, but when u hang out with these guys, they tend to talk about their individual army life and what they said are so foreign to me . and those acroynms they usedare like alien to me. hahaha but nevermind. Just have to listen to what they have to say.hehehehe Oh, we managed to take some group photos. hahaha or should i say class photos. hehehe. =) Luckily there's Selene to keep urging us to take photos, if not we wont have that much photos to keep as memories. hehehe. The guys just love taking photos..

hehehehehe. Oh. I got a free ride from yok. ahahha he droves his daddy's nissan sunny.. wow. very comfortable. hehehhee So nice, there's someone to drive me home. =) Yeah!!!!!!
Oh, i met shouzi in the 7-11 near chomp chomp too. ahhahah so coincidence. hahahaha. =) hahaha, Actually i couldnt recognize him, it took me a while to notice it was him hahaha. Luckily he noticed me first hahaha. I always couldnt recognize pple, it's just like going out without my glasses haha. Oh, this guy didnt change much. Actually i have a good impression of him. Very nice guy!! ehhehe . He gave me chocolates in return for a favour ahaha. so nice! Chocolates i love it! I think he remembers i love choco. Choco makes me happy.hheheheh yeah! Chocolates. He's so sweet. Hey ladies out there, he's not bad ah, i can help introduce him to u all if u want?!! ahahha =)
*ps: i think his chocolates did somehow bribe me ahhahaha =P*

Oh, Today is my Best friend Jiawoei's birthday!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY girl!!!!!!!! ehehhee oh! I'm meeting you for lunch later! Cafe Cartel! Yeah! ahahhaha May ur wishes come true! Welcom to the BIG 2X club. ehhehehe

Gonna catch some sleep la. if u see this blog being published, it means i finally got to post it without anymore errors or any stupid mistakes hahahahaha =p

In Lecture ..

2004-10-08T16:39:00.000+08:00

Hadnt been blogging for a month already. Missing in action again..... =P
Just changed my blog at 3am, and ended up waking up real late for my tutorial and lecture. hahaha. It happened again yesterday, i missed 2 tutorials and 1 lectures. In total, this week i actually missed 3 tutorials and 2 lectures. Oh my God... I'm wasting my parents' money hahaha. =)

A lot of things happened for the past month, and i couldnt recall what happened actually. Maybe it's because i chose not to think about it, or maybe i have selective memories. It doesnt matter anymore. What's over are already over. Just not a very enjoyable month.

4 Mid-terms exams were over and one project ended. Finally. And all thanks to my pro-pro group members, they did most of the project. hehehe. but feeling kind of guilty about it. =(
Got to alot with nic all thanks to msn and the audio apllication we had. Although i always get lagging replies from nic; due to the connection, i got kind of used to it already hehehe. =)

I got 2 projects to complete.. =( and i got essay to complete and a music composition to do. hehehe . I took a general elective module on Science of Music. The lecturer is alright but he tends to be rather long-winded sometimes. It's a non-examinable modules but there's 2 term tests , an essay and music composition. So i get to write my own music haahahaha. Wondering what were taught in the lecture? Just scales, Pythagoreans scale, equal-temperated scales.... Longitudal waves, traverse waves, frequency, wavelength,......... alot alot more, there are quite similar to what we thought in physics and something about the piano hahaha. aiya. hard to describe about it hehehehe. =)

Oh, that's a very boring paragraph about my module i took this semester.
hehehhe. oh let's talk about the movies i watched... =)

"The Ghost". A korean movie. hehehe. hahaha i will never watch Korean ghost movies anymore. hehehe. It's not the scene or the story that scared me, it's the sound effects that really shocked me. Cheap thrill!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I told nic the story.... wasnt very complete one cos i wasnt paying attention to it ahahhaa....

" Police Story 3" hahaha That's the jackie chan movie.. That's the best Chinese movie i ever watched on screen. I give it 5 popcorns, if it's ever showing in Melbourne, U guys better go catch it. Daniel Wu's damn charming. hahahaa. It's really amazing that jackie actually did all those stunts.. WOW.. I'm impressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

" The exorcist" Just watched it on Wednesday. Actually i had the older version of The Excorist at home, but i had never watched it before. I didnt dare to watch it alone, and that vcd is of 3 hours long.. And i think it's in black and white! hahaha i dont know about it. Dont Dare. Yaya, huihui's TIMID! hahhahahaha.... Oh btw, the movie is a so-so-so-so one. hehehe not very scary hehehe, =)

Oh, i caught the musical "Mamma Mia" 3 weeks ago. ahaha. "Thumbs UP". hehehee especially for those AbbA-Lovers. =) U got to hear their catchy tunes like 'Mamma mia', ' Thank you for the music' , ' Dancing Queen', 'Gimme Gimme Gimme' , ' Money, Money, Money', ' Super Troopers', ' Waterloo'....... hahaha.. Overall, a very enjoyable one. But i think i still prefer Miss Saigon and The Forbidden City.... hehehe =)

Few weeks ago, Went to the botantic garden with Mark. I hadnt been there for like 8 years?? ahaha, still considered me being a Singaporean and Singapore's so smalll.... =P
hahaha, didnt something which i hadnt done for a great grand long long long time. Feed the Swans, pigeons, fishes and tortoises hahaha. =P Took a stroll around before calling it a day. ehhehe. =) i'm Enjoying it!

I'm gonna post some pictures later.

I'm still in lecture... and no one in msn's close friends list is available. =( nicole's not here, lib's not here, sindy's not here, selene and min are beside me in lecture, jw's in school... =(

gonna end here.. Oh, i'm joining my jc class guys later for dinner at Chomp Chomp. My first time there.. Interesting!!!!!!!!! =)

Need to visit the restrooms soon... So Urgent. hahaha. This remind me when i was in primary school, there's this guy in my class who told the teacher " 'Cher, i want to go to the toilet , it's an emergency!!!!!" *Laughters roared* hehehhehe. How innocent we are when we are young.

I bet alot of us wants to get back in time, go back to schools.... where we get to share laughters and tears together.... I missed my secondary class.. jc too.. =(

okie. Logging off soon. =) preparing for the end of the lecture. Oh what's there to prepare anyway?????

dead dead

2004-10-06T02:37:00.000+08:00

so dead. Help. dead.
Missing in Action.

In school

2004-09-13T10:33:00.000+08:00

Now, in school, trying to do my SQL lab tutorials. Wanted to prepare it, so that i would feel helpless in labs. Took this lab alone.. =(

Flu is getting better, sore throat is coming back. and cough is on the queue.

Finally i had my nails done. French manicure. hahaha =) What nice nails i have now hahaha. =)
*cheap thrill*

Went shopping with sis yesterday. ehehehehe. Something which ladies should do every week. ehehehe .

Oh btw, my 2 dearest sisters had left for Japan. for 6 days. For holiday cum agent-visiting. Arghhh *envious* And here i m struck in singapore with their previous daughters hahaha. i guess it's time to build up the bond with my nieces, so they will help say nice things about their yiyi in front of their ma-ma(my mummy loh). hahahahaha

Btw, Nic! i received ur card!!!
Yongsi i received yours too.
And Lib Laopo, i received yours too.... hehehehhee
Yeah!! i love them. =)

I think it's time to stay mugging for mid-terms and also time to do my project. i havent really touched anything on my project, so sorry for my group members to have such irresponsible person in ur group. Sorry.

Think it's time to stop day-dreaming. No more sleeping in lectures and no more overeating.!!

misery

2004-09-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

I lost my sense of taste and smell.
My nose is peeling and red.
So miserable.
I look like shit now.
dry skin, pimpled face, dark rings.
red-shot eyes.
dry and cracked lips.

Works, assignments projects piling.
Dont feel like completing.
Life's in a mess.

sick

2004-09-09T22:23:00.000+08:00

tuesday - sick
wednesday- sick
thursday- still sick

Fucking hell.
Soon my nose wont be able to stand my sneezing and blowing.=(

thanks . from birthday girl

2004-09-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

Oh... I'm 20 years old ready. Time passes super duper fast. Now that i'm 20, soon u will be 21, 22, 23.. and u are getting older and older before u could realize it. My god!

Thanks those thoughtful ladies who celebrated my birthday with me. hehehe. And thanks to those who had to crack their brains to think of what presents to get for me. ehhehee. =)

2nd Of September.
Celebrated my birthday at home. Just a simple dinner with Mark, Jamie, sis. My parents got home real late, so didnt really sit down to have dinner with them. Actually i couldnt remember when is the last time i ever sat down to have dinner with them, I either had mine outside, or they didnt cook dinner. I'm spending lesser time with them. I always locked myself in my room and doing my own things.

3rd of September.
Skipped the afternoon lesson.
while on the bus, yimin past me my present . OooHh. it's a shirt from Topshop. hehehe. Thanks girl.
Went to Suntec with selene, cos she's celebrating my birthday for me.!!!! hehehe
She bought me a whole cheesecake while i only got her a slice on her birthday ahhaha. *guilty*
Went to kenny Rogers for lunch. I still love their corn muffin!!! *drooling*
Took a stroll to esplanade and chatted for a while before we called it a day.
Oh, Heard a bad news from my sis. My mummy's not going Japan for holidays =( means i couldnt have the freedom i wanted. And both my sisters will be going to Japan, leaving me alone here in Spore. How can??!!!! They will be enjoying and shopping while i back here suffering from my mummy's non-stop nagging . Arghhh!

4th of September.
Stupid handphone giving me problems. hehehe. My handphone was on, but calls couldnt get through and sms couldnt be received. Luckily the problem is only temporary hehehe. =) Vin was so worried when he couldnt get me through my handphone and my room phone. My room phone was still connected to his call last night. I fell asleep again while chatting with him hehehe. =) He told me he called like 20 over calls trying to contact me. Poor guy. I'm still sleeping when he called me hahahaa....

Sindy called me to wish me happy birthday! So sweet. very sweet lady who always give me a call on my birthday. ehehehe. Knew her for 8 years already, and she still remember my birthday.

Went out with Jiawoei for lunch, and sam(stan) came to join us. This jiawoei got me a strawberry shortcake when she found out that my family didnt celebrate my birthday with me. I guess I've grown up, i dont need them to celebrate for me already. The cake's fantastic, just to my liking hehehehehe. Thanks jiawoei for the cake and the roxy top u got for me. hehehehe. Thanks for spending the day with me too. hehehehehe

Dinner at thai express!!! hehehehe. But no tom-yum for me. I couldnt take the spicyness of the tom yum. hehehee.

Met piggy after his work. hehehe, then we went boat quay for a drink. ahhaha. He was so worried i got drunk ahahaha. pls. i dont get drunk so easily la ahhahahaa. Silly piggy! ahahhaa =p
He got me a stalk of blue rose. wow! This is my first time receiving a flower from a guy. *Overjoyed* heeheeheehee. i'm lovin it! hehehe

5th of Septemeber.

2 months already. i'm with him for 2 months already! wow. Until today, both of us had already save 88 bucks together. He will pass me a dollar everyday and i will save my a dollar and his for him. It's a very little amount, but at least we made the effort. I'm looking forward to saving our first 100, 200, 300.., 500.. and 1000. ehehehe. I hope he's true to me. But i not very sure whether i am or not. hehehe. i remember he asked me that qns before but i didnt reply him. I told him he is best present i got for my birthday this year, i really meant it!!!

Got to know that there are more pple reading my blog. Oh my god! ! Dont worry i wont stop blogging. =)

Here's some small notes i leaving for my friends...

Jiawoei: Hey girl, thanks for spending ur sat with me.hehehe. i enjoyed that day, if u didnt celebrate with me, i wont know what to do on this day . Thanks girl!

Nic: Thanks for ur sms, thank u for the card in advance, cos i still havent received it. I hope it's not lost. hehehee. thanks.

Lib: sorry for my late reply to ur sms. heehehehehe. Thanks lao po. hehehee oh. btw, have u recovered?? Drink more water okie. Have more rest. thanks. Take care.

Sindy: Thanks for ur phonecall. I'm really surprised to hear from u. HAhehee thanks for remembering my birthday.

Selene: Oh, i still have ur cheesecake in my fridge. hahaha I'm eating a slice everyday. hahaha. dont worry i will not waste it hehehe. Thanks for the album u got for me, i shall start take more photos, to fill the pages with my wonderful memories i got from u guys. Precious! See u in school!

Min: oh, lady! U got the right size for me, but i tend to look a bit fat in it. hahahah yeah! Something to motivate me to eat less and exercise more hahaha. thanks. I love that top. Dont have to spend too much on my present ah. ehhehe see u in school !!!

Yongsi: oh thanks for remembering my birthday hehehehe. thanks! see u soon when u're back! Teh-si ah!

Doreen: oh lady, thanks for remembering my birthday ah. thanks thanks! see u this sat hehehe =)

Kerry: got to know that u know my blog today. and thanks for ur belated wishes. Thanks. No matter how late ur wishes came, i'm really apprecipate it. Thanks! =)

Sam(stan): dont know whether will u reading my blog, but just to say thanks to u. thanks!

Geraldine: know that u might not see this entry, but i think i still should thank you for it. You told me that i'm special to u and u will never forget my birthday, i'm so touched by that. I didnt know that i really play a part in your life. Man, i'm gonna treat ur baby better hahaha =)

Shopping Queen.

2004-09-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

Call me Shopping Queen!!! Went shopping again on tuesday. I bet u girls must be damn jealous of me, because i have the time to shop around hahaha. I havent really settled down for my studies yet, which i think i should by the end of this week.

Had my haircut again, this time, i got a even shorter fringe . above eyebrows i think. The hairdresser was commenting that i got used to shorter fringe now, as compared to last time i kept telling her to keep the length of my fringe. hehehe. Now with this fringe, i look so nerdy. hahaha so toot-...

Bought a mango belt, which i used to tell jw how ugly it was, but now i got it. ahhahaha. see how unpredictable i am. hehehe. Happened to walk past GG<5 in wisma, this white cardgin caught my attention hehehe and there's 50% discount for that hahaha, MUST BUY!!! . Jjust early that day, i almost buy the black muji cardgin. Luckily i didnt get it.

Went to get a pair of grey color contact lens. hahaha. i looked damn weird with it. hahaha, just have to get used to it.
Bought some Biotherm facial products for myself hahaha, thanks mummy for her vouchers!! that's why i dont feel the pain when i paid for it. hehehehe
Had dinner with my 2 sisters and my 2 naughty nieces. Sisters' day out!

Wednesday.
Supposed to meet him in his new place in the afternoon, but the current tenants hadnt moved yet, so he had to tidy his place at night then. too bad, cant help him.
Bought him pillows, bedsheets and towel as his house-warming presents.

Actually he wanted to celebrate my birthday with me today, but he had to wait at his place to see when he can move to his new home, and so i was struck at his place the whole day, doing nothing but falling asleep.

The time i woke up , it's already time for dinner. wow... Slept the whole day... It had been a long time ever since i took a proper afternoon nap.
That's how i spent my Wednesday. So sad......

Will u still love me

2004-08-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

Listening to Chicago's Will you still love me. This is the particular song that will really touched me.If someone will to sing this song to me, i think i will marry him hahahaa. *foolish*

For the past weekends, was kept busy by the show, and i didnt even know for what.
But overall, it's still okie.

Chatted with him on Saturday. I cried. Not because he said something that hurts me, just couldnt control my feelings when i talk about how i feel the things are going. Not my relationship with him, just something else; Work. Sometimes things people do, really hurts me alot when i see them doing it. When i want to help, and i got rejected, i felt even worst. I'm so useless, such a simple task i cant even help. Although i dont enjoy doing it, i think i still have to do it, so that someone wont have to suffer from it. It's okie for me to suffer but i just dont like it. Maybe i will change my opinion when i grow older.

He told me he thinks he still hasnt given me enough of love and care. Wow. And he promise me he wont disappoint me. So nice.....
I told him how much i dont like his attitude, and i think i really hurt him by saying that, but he's willing to take my advice. He wants me to give him time. Okie I will.

something about you

2004-08-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

It's the end of week 3 finally!!! i'm so happy! Week 3 had been a rather long week for me. Now it's finally over!!!

Monday is the longest day i ever had in school. 8am to 6pm. It's killing me. Pity that min has to bear with it every monday alone now my appeal for a later lesson has approved. I'm already going crazy at my last lecture; Maths lecture. I seems to have a lot of comments on our maths lecture, the way he looks, the way he walks and the way he dresses. hehehe. I'm so sorry for min and selene cos they have to bear with all my lame comments and dumb-huihui's jokes.

Tuesday , a short school day for me. Only 2 hours lecture. And guess what, we(me, min, selene) skipped the lessons after attending the 1st half of lecture. hahaha. stupid right. Shouldnt have come to school. hehehe. I desperately need to get bras. Most of them got out of shape cause my ex-maid used to wash my wired bra in the washing machine. Now i'm only left with out-of-shape bras. Got to do some shopping for bra in the evening, but couldnt find any. " So nic, U promise to BE my SUPPORT ah.!!!!!!! " Oh, managed to buy the Zara shirt i was aiming for quite some time. It's a similar top that jw had it. ahahahah

Wednesday, got to Orchard early and vin wasnt there yet. Went to shop for clothes hahaha. and i bought a purple sleeveless top( which i would only wear with a cargdin over it), a shirt and a 3/4 pants from Mango. Yeah!.
Met selene in cityhall cos i promised to accompany her to get her brown belt for her judo. Walked around in Marina Square and guess what. It's like a dead shopping center. Nothing much over there.
Walked to esplanade. I cannot recall how many times have i been to esplanade with him. Umpteen times. Went to library@esplanade. They actually have 2 screening rooms available for booking for you to watch videos in it. i actually booked the smaller room but the sound system wasnt working so the lady transferred us to the other bigger room(it's even bigger than my room lo.) for us at the price of the smaller room. Watched Finding Nemo. ahahhaha very out-dated right! But i havent watched that movie yet. hehehe. Nemo's so cute! He with his lucky fin. hehehehe
Took a walk from esplanade to fullerton then to raffles place then to lau pa sat. Every time when i'm with him, we are always walking and i really dont know where to bring him. .. I'm a very very lousy local.

Thursday, another long day.

Friday, another long day.

Saturday, went to help my sis out in the Comex show. Got to meet Jw for dinner at Kenny Rogers. hahaha. This girl wants to see her bf lah, so she happened to be so nice to meet me there in the show. hahhahaa.

My Sunday, gonna help sis out in the Comex Show again.

2004-08-24T16:07:00.000+08:00

That's me and him. Very ugly photo right?? hahahaaha taken with a camera phone.
hahahhahaah my face looks so distorted and his face looks damn long!!!and funny!!! Arghh.
ugly photo... Gonna remove this photo a few days later i think. so Ugly!

2004-08-24T16:05:00.000+08:00

hahahhaa. That's the picture of him,trying to look coool while i was taking his picture.
But he looks funny in photo. hahaha =)
Using a camera phone so the picture is a bit the small ah
I promise to post photos of him. so now that u all see him already...
any comments???! =)

2004-08-24T16:04:00.000+08:00

Oh good news!!!! My appeal's approved! and my mon tutorial is pushed to 11-12 rather than the usual 8-9. Yeah! I get to wake up late now!! and no more 5 hours break! Now's only 2 hours!! hahahahahaahaha. =)

Timetable for Year 2 Semester 1....

Although it's a 4 days week. but i got 3days which are very XIONG. Ah.. Hope my appeal for monday gets approved then i can go to school later and have lesser hours of break!

nothing much again

2004-08-24T15:44:00.000+08:00

Oh, i got a new layout, new template, new design! hehehehe. Very girly right?!! Actually i had quite a lot to blog about for the past few days, but i was tooooo lazy to type it out, now that I'm free, i couldnt remember what to write. hehehehe

It's already week 3 of school and tutorials have started.
I'm starting to get tired of school! =(
I want to go shopping later!!!!
Spend money!!!!!

Oh, i lost my student concession card, there goes my 52 bucks worth of unlimited bus ride ticket!
Readings and Tutorials are piling up!

Oh, i got a new mobile phone and a new mobile no.
Those who dont have my new number, ask me for my new number okie?
Oh, it's a Nokia 7610.
I'm loving it!!!!! Vin also using the same phone hahahaha =P

Wendy's so lucky! She just changed her job on 10 August and she already got to travel to Myanmar for business trip a week later. And soon she will be going Thailand i think then in September to Japan! *Envy* Hope she's having fun in her new job. =)

School life.

2004-08-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

One week had passed. And here i am still alive. Had an enjoyable week maybe because i'm finally out of work and back to school. School life is alright because tutorials hadnt started but soon work will be piling up on my table again. Tutorials to finish, projects meeting dateline, blah blah blah.. It's nice to be back to school and meeting school mates on the way. Got to see my dear Yimin. hahaha this gal is wearing pink which used to be her hated colour. Dont know what have made her change her mind. =) and of course with that cute hairstyle, which made me cant stop myself from calling her china doll..

Lectures are as usual Boring. Lecturers have weird sense of humor. Lecture theatrettes are freaking cold but lecture companion are always wonderful person to be with; someone who can stand all your complaining about the lecture , someone who shares same views about the lecturers, someone who helps you check out guys and someone who sleeps with you in lecture ahahhahaa. =)

My timetable's still not finalised yet because the tutorial slots are not confirmed yet, will post my timetable up soon to show you guys. I have a 4 -day week, with wednesday. And mostly my wednesday will be spent with him. Looking forward to this day everyday. =)

Wednesday 11th August 2004

Accompanied him for a haircut and we had Famous Katong Laksa for lunch.
Took him to Ikea because he will be moving out soon and he might need to get something for his new place. Although he didnt need to get a sofa, we went around placing our butt on every set of furniture. See that's how boring we were. haahhahaa.
Caught the movie The Notebook at Plaza Singapura. I still think Cineleisure has the best seats ever. GV plaza's seats are so straight and uncomfortable and you dont get to choose where you sit in the theatre . That's BAd!!!!! The movie was sweet and touching and draggy. It's quite touching but due to the draggy-ness of the movie, i somehow dont get touched in the end. ahhaha. Just another love story with a couple of sex scene. Oh, you know what , when we were buying tickets for the movie,

guy at the counter : So did you 2 bring your IC along?
me : Huh?
guy at counter : the guy will check your IC later when you enter the cinema ya!

hahahhaha. Man! do we look like we are under 16? That show is a NC-16 show. Not a RA show ah.. hahahaha. Man, we do look young hahaha =) That's a compliment hahahha

Had dinner at ps food court. The Grilled chicken drumstick is damn damn damn delicious ah..... =) *drooling whenever i think of it*

Went to esplanade for a walk. And indeed, Esplanade at night is a place for dating. Cos u get to see couples sitting around, chatting and chatting. When you are in your first few months of the relationship, both of you seems to have lots of things to chat about and never get tired over it. =P

Thursday 12th August 2004

back to school again..

Friday 13th August 2004

back to school again.... and i have 4 hours of break in between lessons. 4 hours!!!!
Decided to check out the newly opened Genki Sushi in YIH in NUS. 20% discount to celebrate its opening ceremony. hehehehhe. Food in Genki Sushi is much much much much more cheaper than in Sakae Sushi ahhahaa.. and with the 20% on top of it, it's worth the money hehehee. =)_
And the master chef in genki is so remarkable. " HAO-Chi Hao-chi a............" hahahhaa =) Min and selene will know what i'm saying hahahaa.

Selene came over to my place for the night. Yeah! So nice. Although someone will be occupying half of my bed, i'm more than willing to give it up for a great company. Someone to chat with you till 5 am in the morning and sharing jokes and gossips hehehehe. =) Someone to make u either laugh till your tummy couldnt take it or feel like crying. Hadnt have such a long chat with her before, or do we ever had such a long one. It's great to open our hearts and chat about things that happened and things we want to share with each other. I'm a not-bad listener but i tend to miss out on some parts due to the sleeply-ness. hehehe. Pardon me for that okie?

Saturday 14th August 2004

Met Jiawoei for a while for some shopping. Didnt manage to get anything, only some thread for sewing. ehehehe.
I gave him a key chain which i got from the school bazzar. I thought it was unique and nice and he doesnt have a proper key chain so just got it for him. And it seems like he really like it. Hahaaha, when someone likes the present you got for him, you just feel like throwing him with gifts hahaha :)

Sunday 15th August 2004

Got to laze at home the whole afternoon, reading my P.S. I Love You storybook and i'm only half done with it. heheheehe and my mummy spent her whole afternoon karoking with Aunty Lena, as long as they enjoyed it, i wont find the noise disturbing. Mummy's so nice to let me go out for fireworks later and leaving her with her friends for some bowling seesion which she intended to drag me with them. Luckily i got my evening planned.

Met jw and sam at 6pm. Went for lunch with the couple and with sam's 2 elder brothers. The whole dinner wasnt weird just that there is more lightbulbs. ehehhe =)

The fireworks are awesome(did i use the right adjective?) and magnificant. hehehe. This is the first fireworks i ever watched this year. I miss those before, sad to say.

Met vin after work and he ran to look for me in cityhall. He said he didnt want to miss a minute with me. wow. That's the sweetest thing i ever heard. ahahhaha =P The fireworks are long over by the time we met. Although he didnt accompany me during the fireworks display, i wasnt bothered by that. =) He sent me back at 2350, and surprisingly mummy didnt nag at me hahaha. Yeah Yeah! hahahhaa... =)

Joy to the world!!!!!!!!!!

Serious thinking.

2004-08-09T04:22:00.000+08:00

Now it's already 3.38am and i still dont feel sleepy at all. If he's to know that i'm still not sleeping yet, he's gonna get angry with me, but who cares. =p Had a few things in mind, decided to blog about it when it still fresh in my mind.

Have a short chat with my eldest sis when she drove me home the other day, when i tell her how much i want to go back to school, cause the long holidays are driving me mad. She was glad to hear that and it just slipped off her mouth. She actually took my chinese characters for some fortune-telling and she told me that among the 3 daughters. I'm the only one who is mend for studies, and he recommend me to study as much as i can. I was laughing when i heard that.. ME?? ME?? ahhaha the greatest joke i ever heard. When i heard that, i started to think about my future. What should i do after university, after getting my degree in Computing. What should i do? Should i continue with my Masters? or should i study Business Admin( actually that was what i wanted to study)?? Or should i just get a job and be satisifed with it Or worked for my parents? I have totally no idea 'bout it. I'm those kind of person who do last minute thinking and always have that dont-care attitude. 2 more years, i will have finished my studies and i think i really need to find my path.. I really need to know what i should do if not i bet my mummy will decide for me. I wrote this blog to remind myself time and time again that i need to decide and face the truth.

Suddenly i feel like getting away from here. I want to study abroad. I want to be independent! Of course i know actions are bigger than words but i really dread thinking about it.
Asked my sis so what if i further study , what can i do after that. "After that you will know what you want " I hope so.

Then she continued telling what that fortune-teller told her about the other family members. Knowing that my both nieces will be doing well, i'm glad to hear that. But when i hear about what might happen to the other member, i ............. . Didnt know how to express that feeling, i just have to take note about it. And i already start to feel it. It's only a matter of time, the thing will just burst out unknowingly, and that's it. I will just have to be extra careful with it.

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The other day, i was chatting with my elder sis. hahahaha had been chatting with my sisters ah, ahhaha, it's nice to be their listening ear. Just when she was telling how she wished she had another baby, she broke out a news to me. And i was so damn shocked by that news. She had been keeping it to herself for more than 2 years and now that i'm the only one who knows it. And i am not supposed to leak that out. That was the last thing i could ever think of. Now i understand why my sis behave like this and why she had changed through out these years. Even my eldest sister noticed this change but she doesnt know why. I'm not sure whether is this right ? I didnt know how to comfort her when we were chatting over msn. I couldnt see her, i dont know how she feels, i dont know what to do. I only know i have to keep it to myself and I hope by doing this, i am sharing the burden with her, i hope she can get over it and hope everything will be fine.

When i heard about it, im just shocked but i dont feel anything. It was just a great blow and and dont know how to react to it. Now while i'm typing this, i can feel it. So terrible. I cannot imagine. If i'm in her shoes, i wont know what to do. Ah.... Shit!. Damn shitty. If this ever happened to me, i think i would have done what she had done too.. Shit.

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Everyone have their own problems. Problems which they cant solve . Problems which they cant share, even if they can be shared, they had to be shared with right person. It doesnt mean that once you shared them, u will get the solution to it. It might just bring more problems.
It's never-ending.

I cried over this problem twice. I dont know whether the tears are real. Or i cried for the sake of it, or i cried cos i'm supposed to cry. I dont know. I dont know. I really dont know.
How to be true to my feelings? I dont know!!

Life is like a heap of Shit! Fuck

Happy Birthday Singapore.

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Happy 39th Birthday Singapore. It's National Day! The day we celebrate Our nation's Birthday. ehehehee.. Still Remembered we used to hang our flag outside our apartments but it seems like we hardly hang it anymore. And i still remembered once in secondary school, we even went around HDB flats to sell the residents Our Singapore Flag. Although it was kind of tiring and you get chased around my irritating topless uncles, it still quite enjoyable at the end of the day hehehhee, at least we did something for my country hehehhee.. =)

Still remembered we used to sing those patriotic songs during schooling days. "One pple One nation One Singapore...", " Stand Up for Singapore , do the best we can, reach out for another hand....", "Count on me Singapore..." and " This is home, truly....." It's so nice to hear these songs again.. =)

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Promised my sis to be there at her place to help her pack her wardrobe. hehehhee i was the one who requested for that because her clothes had been taking up lots of space in my wardrobe ahahhaa..... =p Spent the whole afternoon helping her pack, got rid of a lot of old clothes hehee and also found quite a few of my MIA clothes hahahhaa. Yeah! After seeing how small her wardrobe is and how many tonnes of her daughter's unwanted clothes, toys in her wardrobe, i decided not to ask her to bring her clothes back, let her have my share of mine. ahhahaa.. =p
Sometimes i dont know why, i just pitied my sis, she should have married at such a young age. She's only 24 when she got married and i thought that was too young. I totally cannot imagine those who got married at 18 and gave birth at that age. It means you are struck there forever, you would have to play your role as a wife and a mother at such a young age when you are not a girl and not yet a woman....

After a day's hard work( hahaha not really, at least i enjoyed it), when shopping to pamper myself. Kinokuniya's having a storewide 20% off again and i just bought a book from there not long ago..ah.... and it's always a must to buy book during the offer, therefore i bought Cecelia Ahern's PS, I Love You , (the book that Nicole has been wanting to get it) hehehhehe. =) I had been getting book when i still havent read the others i just bought and those that i had read only halfway through hahaha. =)
Finally bought the pair of sandles from Charles and Keith. Had been eyeing it for some time but it just didnt have my size in stock the last few times. And now i finally got it but a size bigger. ehhehe but it looks okie, a bit loose.
Bought a real short white shorts cum skirt from OP. hehehhee gonna wear it tomorrow! hehehee=) not only that, i bought a blue Converse shoe too. hehehhee.. Dont know why i have this sudden change in opinion about Converse. I used to dislike Converse, but yet i'm buying it now. hehehhee I didn like the star they had on their shoes, so i bought one without the idiotic star hehehe. =)

Burnt a hole in my pocket AGAIN!
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My nokia hp just failed me.. Now i'm using my daddy's SamSung hp.. ah.... there goes my messages from him and mms from him too... =( Dont know whether can it be repaired or not.. And He got a new phone! That particular phone that i had been dying for. Nokia 7610.. ARghhhh...... So nice! At least now he's using this phone, i can at least have my hands on it.. =) And i made him a hp pouch hahaha.. Using my mummy's antique sewing machine. and i did a great job ehhehe. at least i think the handmade hp pouch looks like one that's off the shelf. hehehhe =) one that is selling for $6.90 hhehehhehee.. i think i just found a side-line. =P

More free time to spare

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Without having to work on weekdays for this week, gives me more time to do my things.. At least i tidied half of my room... Gonna tidy my wardrobe soon... =)

Wednesday 4th August 2004
Went out with jiawoei for the whole day. Finally did some shopping.. Got myself a Esprit bag and belt, a Zara top and a Mambo shorts... And i ate my fave Crayfish Pasta at the taka foodcourt. Finally get to enjoy my day before my school starts. =)
I gain weight again. and it seems like i'm getting fatter and my arms are even more flabby! OH My God! Time to wake up! Time to get down with some exercise...

Thursday 5th August 2004
Officially One month!! I'm with him for a month already! And time really passed damn fast. Cannot imagine that it's already a month already! And so happened that he changed his off day to thursday. And we managed to get together on this day. I dont think we would be like celebrating every 5th of each month. And there's nothing to be celebrating about actually. I'm just grateful that he remembered this day. ehehehe... Actually he's quite a sensitive person. =)

Met him somewhere near his place for lunch before we head for Orchard for movie. It's really true that when you are with the person you like, the food tastes better hahahha. I'm so silly to think this way ahahhhaa =)
Bought tickets for The Village . Managed to get the couples' seat and the whole theatre was quite empty. Watched the first 30 mins of the movie, but somehow it doesnt interest me. The story was so-so and i wasnt paying any attention to it anymore. ehehhee.... Just want to enjoy his company..
The movie ended and for the 1st time i walked out of the theatre without any idea what the show was about and what was the ending. I'm so lousy hehehe. =) i just wasted my $7.50 like this.
Loiter around Paragon, window-shopping around before we settled down at Coffee Club Express in Wisma. Just have to say that the New York CheeseCake in CCE is still the best i have tried as compared to Starbucks. =)
Actually whenever i go out with him, i have totally no idea what we should do. I dont know where to bring him and he dont know where to bring me too. So can anyone suggest to me where can we go.. ahahhahhaa *pai seh ah, really no idea where to go cos normally when i go out, i only go shopping hehehe*
Showed him my last year's neoprints. He mentioned that i changed quite a lot in appearance, i have more flesh on my cheeks in other words i became more chubby. OH mY God, the last thing i ever want is being more chubby . More Chubby == FAT. but he said i look better now and i think it's my hairstyle that caused this change in me. hahahahhaa... Blame it on my hairstyle! btw, Come to think about it, i hadnt taken any neoprints since last july hahaha. =)

I took a cab home and this blurr blurr taxi-driver started asking me questions like.

Taxi : " Wow, u live at tanjong rhu ah, then very inconvienent for you right . You shared a flat with your friends ah? how many of u ah?? "
Me:"huh?? I'm a Singaporean hahahaa".
hehhehehe He mistook me as a Malaysian hahahhaa.. My god! Still remember few years back there was once another taxi-driver mistook me as a Chinese(PRC) cause he said i spoke fluent mandarin.hahhaa. My foot hehehe. hahahhahaha.
Back to the former taxi-driver,
Taxi: "U sound like Malaysian, You got a lot of Malaysian colleagues, is it?"
Me: " huh.. no.. but my bf is Malaysian" ( *ps: i think some of you guys didnt know my bf is Malaysian hahahhaa, it's a secret okie?*) hehehhee.
Taxi: "No wonder you sound like one. Sometimes it's not purposely but u just caught his accent." ( no no no........)

The taxi driver was so engrossed in chatting with me that he missed my place hahhaa... hahahhaa funny guy who keep telling me the same thing vincent tells me hahahha. Just wonder whether did he sent the taxi-driver to tell me this. So coincidence right. .....

Havent seen my handphone bills for this Month July. Then i went online to check. This Month handphone bill cost $108, hahaha compared to vincent's $300 . It's nothing.. hehehe Then what's sooooo nice! My daddy paid the bill for me!!! ehhehehehhe ahahhaha.. Yeh! Hooray to daddy! If u have favour from your daddy, always works when daughter sai(1)-nai(1) to her daddy. Yeah!!! hehehheheeeeee

My First Month

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I'm with him for one month already! Will be going out later with him! It's really fast right! One month already! =)

It's so ....

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It's friday again. And the only day i get to go out with him, cause he only gets a day off every week.. it's still better than nothing. Whenever i'm out with him, i'm so afraid we might be recognized by familiar faces, we have to be extra careful when we're out. Maybe as time passes, i might be sick of worrying about all this i think....
Jiawei's with us in the early afternoon. It's nice to have her accompany too. and I hope she doesnt feel awkward with us. It's really important to have friends' confirmation and support. hehehe. She accompanied us to Boon Lay before she headed for school. It's nice to see friends starting school. And I suddenly felt like going to school. I think this holiday was a bit too long. 3 months ah! A bit too long i guess. And you wont enjoy it when u have to go to work! hehehehe
Actually i couldnt remember what we did on that day, it just happened so fast and we totally didnt plan where we were going, what we want to do. We just want to be together i think with no one disturbing us.. We somehow enjoyed taking the mrt. ahahhaha.. Really nothing to do ah ahhahhaaha =)
Maybe next week we should go for movie!! M. Night Shyamalan's "The Village" hehehhee...

What about this week so far??

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Monday 26th July 2004...
Met Jiawei for Lunch at cityhall. The 2 shua-go-s who never eat Subway before, finally went to try it. ahhaha.. Okie lah.. not bad but not i dont think i will eat it anymore unless someone requested i guess. hehehhee.. Nothing new or unusual about it, no wonder Nicole never wants to eat it in Singapore... hehehe....

Bumped into yifei on the way, we chatted for like 15 mins?? ehhehe it's been a long long time ever since i chatted with her. Heard that she's doing quite well in everything, not bad. Hope to see her often in school then since we are both in the same school. =)

Jiawei had to leave early for school, that's only left with me alone shopping. Sometimes shopping alone can be really fun and sometimes can be really Boring. hehehee so i guess it all depends on your mood. Bought presents for Baby Felicia for her 1st birthday. A pair of red Winnie the Pooh shoes and a Winnie the Pooh dress hahahha. =) I got myself a big big pink pencil case again, hope that will motivate me to study again hehehe. Also bought myself a story book although i hadnt finished the last few books i got. It's Tony Parsons's The Family Way, i read his Man and Boy which i think was quite enjoyable but i didnt like his Man and Wife(i never finished reading that book. It's so boring). I have a very bad habit, whenever i got myself a new book, i will read the new one and forget about the unfinished one. I have lots of unfinished books waiting for me.

Was in a very bad mood in the evening and i couldnt remember what happen. I tend to have mood swings very often these few days. =(

Tuesday 27th July 2004...
Went to look for Mama Geraldine and Baby Felicia. She's so cute hehehhe.. so huggable..
I spent my whole afternoon at her place slacking and munching on the snacks i bought. =P I was supposed to babysit Felicia, but it's more like she's babysitting me hahahhaha. =) Now that geraldine decided to be a part-time housewife and now that she enjoyed looking after her baby, i'm happy for her too. Now that she found what she wanted. =)

He told me that this month his handphone bills shot up to 300 bucks. I was damn guilty of it... I told myself not to call him and dont disturb him anymore.... Guilty!! Damn Guilty!!!

Wednesday 28th July 2004...
Had a very bad start today. Dont want to mention about it.. Dont want to remember and dont bother to recall ... =)

I blogged and i posted photos. What's next?

2004-07-28T02:17:00.000+08:00

Hey ladies, as u all can see! i BLOG a rather long entry of what i did before these photos! Dont just look at those photos!!! Remember to give comments if possible and Also go remember to read my blog also. .....

I'm gonna post more photos if possible.. Those i had taken during my holidays.. But sorry, no photos of him yet hehehe =)

Those out there in Melbourne, I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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An Acting Cute huihui with nicole!

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Me and Selene

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Me and Nicole again!

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Me and Nic

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Jiawei and Me!!!

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I wanted to be the furthest from the camera so that my face wont look big, but i'm wrong, it's still so big..

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The four of us in monorail!

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Me Digging the nose of the Dragon!! ehhee

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That's me with a Damn Ugly Look! All thanks to nic for this photo ah!!! SO ugly! =)

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The Four of Us.. Ouside Taka.

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Selene, jiawei and Me!

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Me and Chibu!!!!

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me and jiawei slacking away from work!!

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the 3 of us again!!!=)

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the 3 of us.

more and more spider webs....

2004-07-25T23:54:00.000+08:00

Had been abandoning my blog for more than a week.. I'm just too lazy to blog.. and now when i want to blog on things i had done, i cannot really remember.. i only knew i'm getting fatter and fatter... cos of all the food i had eaten for the past few days...

Sunday 18th July 2004..
Boring day at work... Nothing much to comment... =(

Monday 19th July 2004
I tidied my room, but only managed to get it half done.. So messy and dusty.. Imagine i have to sleep with the dust every night hahahaha. =)
Got myself dressed up for the dinner. It's a new product launch dinner for this particular Creative mp3 and i had to accompanied my sis there. I dropped by at the shop to meet my sis, but also to give him a surprise. I bluffed him that i was at home but actually i was like on my way there and he really got a shock when he saw me hahaha.. Just looked at his shocked face hahahahaa.. =) And he said i look good in dress hahahahaa. *delighted* At first we thought we might be able to sneak out to eat at marche but who knows, we had to be seated in tables which we thought was supposed to be a buffet style... Arghhh.... Struck there for about 3.5 hours i think, but the food wasnt that bad... =)

Tuesday 20th July 2004..
Stayed at home.....

Wednesday 21th July 2004..
Today, we went to Sentosa.. Yeah! And what's even better! Nicole's driving us there.. Yes!!! hehehehheee.... We took quite a few pictures along the way. and i havent been there for like 4 years already and there's quite a lot of changes. We were in the monorail for like 40 mins i think, we went round the whole island and did lots of chatting. In the late afternoon, my flu got worse, and i think i kind of spoilt the whole day. I was rubbing my nose non-stop and i wasnt that chitty anymore hehehe. After Sentosa, we went to Orchard and stop at Coffee Express for a cup of coffee..
Had dinner at Sakae Sushi, but i didnt have the appetite. It's nice to see the ladies munching on their sushi ahhahaha. =) One of these days, i should go for the Sushi buffet i think. hehehehe =)

When u are sick, it's so nice to have someone to care for you, remind u to have medicine and someone to wake you up for medicine and someone who let you win in any agrument. Someone who is constantly worrying about you when you are not home yet. I think i really like him.

Thursday 22th July 2004
Went to work. I thought i remembered telling my parents that i will stop working.. Why am i doing ?? huh? Going back to work again on a weekday!!! I told them weekends i can go and help. but why on a weekday too.. I hate this.. But what can i do. When my mummy is not liberal enough.. I'm afraid that i need to do this when my school starts, i think i have to start getting myself occupied on weekends when school starts.

Went to the Fish & Co at the glass house for dinner with Wendy, Mark and sis.. Ate the seafood platter. Yummy....... I think Wendy and Mark are the few friends aka working partners that who i really get along well.. as in being really close ah.. hehehhe. It's nice to have them cause they are already working adults and it's nice to hear them chat about work. It's something interesting that i want to know.

Friday 23th July 2004
Had been waiting for this day ever since last friday..=) Going out with him.. I think that's the only thing that keeps me going! heheheehe. Went for movie today. Watch I, Robot. the new movie by Will Smith. The movie's not bad... I give it 3.5 popcorns . We took up the couple's seats and i really enjoyed the movie hehehehee. =) Okie.. Not the movie, but the company i had thru out the whole movie hahaha...
After the movie, 2 lonely souls just roam round Orchard endlessly, until i decided to go for kaya toast in Killiney Road. ehhehehehehe
After tea, we went for mrt ride from somerset to harbourfront and then from there to punggol, and from there to aljunied . I dont care whether what we did was boring or not, i just like to be with him is enough. I dont like to be in the crowd, i want to be in my own world.. Living in our own world hehehehe. =)
I just cant wait for our next friday... =)

Watched Sex and the city on HBO.. hehhehehe

Saturday 24th July 2004
Boring day. Went to work again... Boring...
What's worse, Nicole's leaving in the evening... =( Not one to accompany me for shopping, no more going out with her.... =(

Left from work at anout 530pm, saw him crossing the road, managed to catch up with him, and so he accompanied me to the mrt. Finally got a chance to be with him alone.. hehehhe...
Met jiawei then met nicole and her parents... =) Went for dinner with them. But so pai seh cos her parents treat us for dinner again.... * Nicole, thanks for your treat again!!!!*

Managed to do some last minute chatting with the ladies.
No more tears this time we send nic off..
Nicole, We will be able to see each other at the end of the year Nic. No problem, take care of yourself okie?!! hehehhe I Miss You..

Sat down at Starbucks with jiawei after that. I arranged to meet him after work, and he's coming over to tanah merah to see me home. yeah!!! Excited! And guilty because he had to travel all the way here, but of course he's more than willing to do it. =)

From tanah merah, we took the mrt down to aljunied. I hadnt walked through the streets of Geylang before and i didnt want to go home early, so we decided to walk to geylang..
We walked and walked, joked along the way, sat down for a drink until my sis spoilt the night by asking to go home quick to pass her her comics which she borrowed from jiawei ... ARGHHH...
He accompanied me home and i was really excited for the whole night.. hehheheheee

*p.s : I think i might sound a bit desperate in my blog.. hahaha too bad.. cos I AM hahahhahahahhahahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahahahha ooops !!!!*
*pp.s : I think i will never gonna criticize on couples pda-ing in public.*

I had never been so happy before...

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Wanted to have a new entry for this particular day. It's kinda of special to me.. =))

Friday 16 July 2004.

Went out with him. Our officially first date even since he popped me the question. I requested him to wear contact lens, cos i think he looks great without glasses. I couldnt recognise him on that day, cause i hadnt seen him without glasses for a month. hahahaha. I remember telling him beforehand that i forgot how he look without glasses.. hehehehe. I hadnt seen him for like 5 days only, and i knew i miss him alot. =)

Took a bus down to Katong for Katong Laska.. Delicious is the word to describe it. Especially when someone is paying for your food. Hahahaha....=) Everytime when we meet up, it's always raining... =( Normally i'm always the person who's holding the umbrella.. Now that someone else is holding the umbrella for you, the feeling is so different, especially when now it's someone you love, you will feel so loved ... hahahha.. *dreaming*

Went to Changi Airport for no reason, just wanted to get away from the city , and be at some place to mua... hehehe. =) Juat want to laze around, we took the skytrain, hang out in the viewing mall, chatted quite a lot. Managed to grab the sofa seat in Burger King at Terminal 2, and i managed to rest my head on his chest.. aiya... First time!! so nice!!! =P ( see how excited i am)

He took me for dinner near his place.. It's so nice without having to make decisions for the whole day. He planned everything for me.. =) I think i really fall in love with him already.. And the more i'm closer to him, the more afraid i am... Dont know why.......

Saturaday 17 July 2004

Today, he wore contact lens. And i just cant take my eyes off him whenever he wears contacts.. He looks damn cool. =) For the whole day, I just had my eyes on him..I hope nobody notice that.
We are so close(in distance) to each other, yet we are so apart.. Whenever we have any eye contact with each other, it only draws attention from the rest.. My god... It's so painful but i just have to bear with it and protecting this relationship....

Met doreen today!! Yeah!! got to see her again! =)

Arranged for coffee with Nicole and Jiawoei after work! and Nicole's driving! Yeah!!! =) After work, he accompanied me while waiting for the ladies and i didnt know he was accompanying me, he wasnt standing near to me, not even close to me.. And i was like a bit angry then he was with me... When i found out that he hasnt left with his friend because he's waiting for me to get on the car.. I was so damn touched... Arghhhhhh....

Had coffee with the ladies at Fullerton... So nice"! So Enjoying!

Now apart from my parents who are waiting for me to get home, he's waiting for me too... We chat with each other almost every night, and for those who knows me well, i just love chatting on the phone! That night, i really miss him alot. I think I miss him because i reallly miss his company... I cant wait for our next date.. =P

For the past week.

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I hadnt been very disciplined, kept telling myself to blog every end of a day, but i just didnt do it. Sorry for those who are constantly checking my webbie for new entries. Today's one will be a very very long one i hope to update you guys what i had been fooling around with for the whole week. hehehhehe =)

Monday 12 July 2004

Today is my first day of freedom from work. Finally i can let my hair down and have all the fun i wanted. And surprisingly my mummy was willing to let me go but i still need to go back to work on weekends, but it's still better than nothing right? Went out with Nicole and Jiawoei for some overdue shopping.... Bought lots of things and i already forgot what i have gotten. =) Had our lunch at Pasta Mania, dessert at far east( I had chendol but it tasted more like coconut milk with ice) , coffee at Baker's inn in Paragon, dinner at Taka's foodcourt... Whenever Nicole's back home, i had lots of photos to see.. She really loves taking photos which i still dont understand why?? ehehehehe I dont enjoy taking photos, the word photogenic can never be used on me.=(

Tuesday 13 July 2004

Second day of freedom... Met Nicole only in the afternoon. Accompanied her to the dentist and i got my pink nike shoe... Yeah!! I had been thinking of it the whole night. =) Did a little shopping before we head to esplanade for our choco.. =) Went to Max Brenner for our tea break .. Yeah the chocolates are fabulous, especially the hot suckao milk.. Damn nice.. It's just like hot chocolate prepared it a different way. And of course not to miss its chocolate fondue... There's sliced bananas, strawberries, marshmallows and sweeted bread for u to dip, and it's really heavenly. hehehehe =) I'm gonna post some pictures for u guys to take a look when i figure how to post photos to the blogger first ehehehe.. =)

Wednesday 14 July 2004

Went cycling with the ladies; Nicole, Jiawoei and Selene at the usual East Coast Park. Love the sun , sand and the sky. That day, it wasnt too humid and wasnt too hot, it's just nice for an outdoor activity. Luckily the sun wasnt that scorching, if not i'll definitely suffer from sunburnt and i tried that the last time.... No more for me... Nothing special happened on the way if i dont remember wrongly... Had dinner at Parkway Parade, the place where i used to hang out the most during my secondary school days.... I miss those days...
Actually we wanted to go for a drink at the Cosy Bay near my place, but it was raining damn heavy so we had to give it a miss. I bet Jiawoei was quite disappointed with it.....
Managed to watch a few VCDs without falling asleep , Along Came Polly was damn hilarious, Chasing Liberty was so sweet, Hua Hao Yue Yuan was okie( cos i wasnt watching, and i watched that before alone) and In the mirror was Yuckssss( we didnt finish it in the end) . The whole night, i couldnt stop myself from munching on those chips hehehhee....
Just went everyone was back in bed, Jiawoei and I had some bitching to do, and we didnt know that we were like talking so loudly that nicole and selene couldnt sleep.. And when we knew about it, we started whispering and giggling non-stop.. And the whole bed was shaking hahahhaa... ..... ....
Not only that, then i realised that we could have just gone out to the living room to chat without having to torture nicole's sleep ahahhaahaha.. silly right... Both of us never seems to be tired with all the chit-chats we had. I really dont understand why we have so much to chat about hahahahaa......

Thursday 15 July 2004

Suffered from insufficient sleep for the whole day. I even fell asleep while watching King Arthur.. hehehheehe... but luckily i woke up in time for the climax ah.. if not waste my $7.50 hehehe... =)
The whole show wasnt that bad.... i give it 3.1 popcorns. hehehehe.. ..... =)
And we met Sam for dinner... nothing happened.. Just a normal dinner......

New layout.

2004-07-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

I have a new layout again.. For this one, finally the comments section is working, So that means i will be flooding with comments everyday. =) And now with the new layout, i need to think a title for my blog.. =( not very happy with that.

It's my last day of work, but my mummy doesnt seem to approved it and now she wants me to work on weekends... My god... Shit. I'm not very sure about this, but if im free, i think i go for work then.

Yesterday, he got home late and therefore we chatted real late and till real late. I was the one dozing off.. And at that point of time he was like telling me about his ex-gf which i have been waiting for him to tell me... Ah.... Just too tired ah. And for the past few days of late nights, i have 3 new pimples, adding to my collections of acnes. ArgH!!!!

I dont have much to blog these few days.. Btw, tomorrow i will be going shopping with the ladies and having lots of ladies talk(no more girl talk) hehehhee... Gonna get some new clothes and shoes. And i think i should ask friends out more often since now i have the time but no money.. hehehehe. I'm a spendthrift and money dont stay in my purse.... Sad Case....

glad that there's no subject

2004-07-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

Something i like about this new blog, i do not have to think of a subject for it. Yeah! no more cracking head and scratching head about the title of the blog. Tomorrow will be my last day of work and i knew that wont be my last day, my mummy will find all means of ways to make me go to work on weekends, but at least i can get my weekdays free for my friends. I will be lonely again when Nicole goes back to Melbourne and when jiawei starts school on the 26th of July. I will only start school on August 10, not sure whether to be happy or sad over it. I guess during my free time , i will go visit my god-daughter and go for my aerobics classes i think. =)

Nothing unusual happened these few days. I had been spending my nights chatting with him as we dont get to chat that often in the day. Poor guy, he's gonna be damn broke after paying for his phone bills ahahaha. Asked him a few questions which i have been thinking of, his answers were so sweet, and i'm quite overjoyed hearing his answers. One thing about me, i'm playing hard to get which i think i dont have the assets to do that ahhaha. Who cares.. =P Sometimes i tell jiawei about how i treat him, she was complained that i shouldnt have done it. I think I'm really very bad to him. Sometimes when i recalled what he says to me, it really kind of warm my feeling for him. But truly speaking, i dont reall love him alot. That makes him a best candidates for a boyfriend i think, because he loves me more than i love him. It's always wise to find someone like that. That's how i feel i'm not really sure how you all would feel. I think i'm really bad bad bad.

Actually I do not have enough confidence of myself, even Mark said that to me too. I dont know how to build up confidence, it's gonna take a long time i think.

I'm just pouring out all my feelings. Sorry It's very untidy. Btw i dont know what happened to my comments, no one seems to be able to leave messages for me. I will get it done soon.. And i need your comments badly too... =)