Just thought i would share what i feel...

Just read a blog entry from my close friend. Feeling kind of sad that she didnt get to enjoy her holidays this time round. Im really sorry if i didnt have the time to accompany her, and i cant be with her when she needs someone to talk to, and i cant be there when she needs someone to talk to. There are something which i thought i must share how i feel and i hope what i had said will not hurt anyone of us, cos as i knew, i always said things can may hurt someone which i thought was okie to me. I know friends who been through hardships together, will know how one another will feel. At least that's what i think. You all may not agree with what I have said, maybe u might not want to see what i write, it's okie. I just feel that keeping all these feelings inside me, is hurting me and it hurts me more when i cant tell people how i feel. hahhaa im being kind of naggy over here..

Remember when ever we wrote autographs for friends during our primary and secondary schools' life, we always have this section about who are your best friends and who are your good friends which are to mean that they are not as closer as to be ur best friends. ahaha. How innocent we are in the younger days. And as time goes by, our circle of friends tend to become smaller and smaller and smaller. That may not be a bad sign and that does not mean you have problems communicating with someone, it just that there are friends coming in and leaving the circle, you can force them to stay within your circle. Saying about circle, it kind of made me remember the circle of trust in the movie Meet the Fockers. ahhaha okie, out of topic. Or maybe actually you thought they have left your circle but actually they didnt, it just that they are moving closer to the arcs of the circle. We not only have friends to care of, we have studies to care of, family to be with, some maybe boyfriends to be with, or maybe work to worry about. We cant be thinking that just that we dont go out often, we dont talk that much, we hardly see each other, we are losing each other. We have to put our friendship to the test. Our friendship cant be so fragile as to break it just after a month or two. Even though we dont get to see each other for years, or chat with each other for months, I dont think we will lose the feeling. The particular feeling that made u feel secure again. I do have that kind of experience. There were times which i cried that i feel that i got no friends to care about me, no one to accompany me but that was the past. I understand that we do have lots of roles to play... We need to perform in our studies, we need to be child of our parents, we need to be sibling to our siblings, we need to be friend to our friends.

Actually i do think that best friends will always be best friends. Unless both of u want to give it up. You know what i mean??

Best friends? Why do we call them best friends? Why dont we call that good friends?or maybe better friends?? hahahaha. Somehow i think maybe Best friends are friends whom have once been ur good friend and better friends and Now BEST friends?? is there any level up? Like maybe i can give them a name, Best, bester and BESTEST friends?? ehhehe =)

No matter what, i believe that best friends will always be best friends. SO To all my best friends out there, I hope u know who u are!!!!!!!!!! I will never let u all get out of my circle!!Dont even think you can get away from me easily.... =) We all are friends i knew from young, from 12 years' old all the way to 20. wow.. Im not letting anyone of u drift away from me. I miss you guys. From Melbourne, from Hongkong and From Singapore!!!!!!!!!!!