Just thought i would share what i feel...

Just read a blog entry from my close friend. Feeling kind of sad that she didnt get to enjoy her holidays this time round. Im really sorry if i didnt have the time to accompany her, and i cant be with her when she needs someone to talk to, and i cant be there when she needs someone to talk to. There are something which i thought i must share how i feel and i hope what i had said will not hurt anyone of us, cos as i knew, i always said things can may hurt someone which i thought was okie to me. I know friends who been through hardships together, will know how one another will feel. At least that's what i think. You all may not agree with what I have said, maybe u might not want to see what i write, it's okie. I just feel that keeping all these feelings inside me, is hurting me and it hurts me more when i cant tell people how i feel. hahhaa im being kind of naggy over here..

Remember when ever we wrote autographs for friends during our primary and secondary schools' life, we always have this section about who are your best friends and who are your good friends which are to mean that they are not as closer as to be ur best friends. ahaha. How innocent we are in the younger days. And as time goes by, our circle of friends tend to become smaller and smaller and smaller. That may not be a bad sign and that does not mean you have problems communicating with someone, it just that there are friends coming in and leaving the circle, you can force them to stay within your circle. Saying about circle, it kind of made me remember the circle of trust in the movie Meet the Fockers. ahhaha okie, out of topic. Or maybe actually you thought they have left your circle but actually they didnt, it just that they are moving closer to the arcs of the circle. We not only have friends to care of, we have studies to care of, family to be with, some maybe boyfriends to be with, or maybe work to worry about. We cant be thinking that just that we dont go out often, we dont talk that much, we hardly see each other, we are losing each other. We have to put our friendship to the test. Our friendship cant be so fragile as to break it just after a month or two. Even though we dont get to see each other for years, or chat with each other for months, I dont think we will lose the feeling. The particular feeling that made u feel secure again. I do have that kind of experience. There were times which i cried that i feel that i got no friends to care about me, no one to accompany me but that was the past. I understand that we do have lots of roles to play... We need to perform in our studies, we need to be child of our parents, we need to be sibling to our siblings, we need to be friend to our friends.

Actually i do think that best friends will always be best friends. Unless both of u want to give it up. You know what i mean??

Best friends? Why do we call them best friends? Why dont we call that good friends?or maybe better friends?? hahahaha. Somehow i think maybe Best friends are friends whom have once been ur good friend and better friends and Now BEST friends?? is there any level up? Like maybe i can give them a name, Best, bester and BESTEST friends?? ehhehe =)

No matter what, i believe that best friends will always be best friends. SO To all my best friends out there, I hope u know who u are!!!!!!!!!! I will never let u all get out of my circle!!Dont even think you can get away from me easily.... =) We all are friends i knew from young, from 12 years' old all the way to 20. wow.. Im not letting anyone of u drift away from me. I miss you guys. From Melbourne, from Hongkong and From Singapore!!!!!!!!!!!

What a week

Finally Tutorials had started in the week 3 of my second semester. I dont sound relieved okie. Im feeling so relunctant to go to tutorials and completing my tutorials... This semester's tutorials aint that interesting except for finanical accounting. hehehe aiyo.. Did i mention to u that there is this cute foreigner in my fna tutorial.. A very very cute ang-mo. Im very sure u ladies will drool if u ever see him. ahhaha too bad u all cant see him except me and min hahahah =)

Oh the other tutorials are not any better. Oh anan.d is tutoring me for the second time! YIppppie!!!!!! ehehhe he's such a nice guy with her wonderful 100 volts smile which will bound u get u electricuted if u go any nearer to him hahaha =)

hehehee..

okie. Im still down with the idiotic flu and sore throat. and now im still resting at home. To those who havent seen me online or offline, cos im like resting at home. Living a life of a pig. Didnt go to school for 2 days in a row already, and i missed my first history tutorial and 3 lectures WOW..
Thursday, i slept through the whole day, close to 20 hours of sleep oh.
Today, feeeling much better already. At least i can get out of bed without feeling dizzy. but the blowing of my nose is killing me... =(

okie. i need a rest already. Cant take it anymore... Night

Couldnt find any New Clothes.

I couldnt find any new clothes. I had been roaming Orchard Road the whole day yesterday, From 1 to 7pm and i only got a red skirt. I couldnt find any nice tops... Can anyone of suggest other places to shop except Orchard Road. I Got lots of bottoms but i still cant find any tops. Nicole said Im so picky!! But Im not lo.. hahaha I only dont go for sleeveless tops and i did try those a bit Hongkie clothes but I dont think they suit someone like me who is of big built. *sigh*

Will be meeting Nicole later, she will be clashing my lecture. hehehe Gonna bring her to muchie monkeys in NUS to eat... =) Yummy Yummy food. And Im craving of Roti prata, maybe we can go for some later hahaha =) Yeah!!!!!! =P

So dead and tired yesterday.. And i finally registered for my tutorials. I hoped nothing goes wrong oh...=(

Libing: Im still waiting for your letters!!!!!
Sindy: Have you got ur internet connection???

That's how my laptop's desktop theme look like. I love The background. =)

I Posted some real nice Photos.....

Hey i posted some real nice photos when i took during my holidays.. =)
I Love them. =)

The three of us......... Im so fair. 

Hahaha. I told Lib i got two breasts, she looked so shocked.. hehehehe =)  

Thanks to OverExposure... =) Im so fair... =) 

The four of Us... I miss u Girls.... Maybe i should post those old school days photos soon. 

hehehe i like this pic, but my face so BIG 

thanks to the over-exposure. Lib and me are so fair in this pic.. =) 

i look so weird... 

i look so cute in this picture. dont u think so?? hahaha 

Something about school..

As for me, School has already re-opened for a week. And me, being a poor Second-year student still struggling to wake up everyday to go to school. And the Bus rides are killing me, Havent been on Real Long bus rides during the holidays, maybe that's why i always suffer from headaches everything i go home from school.. Shall recover real soon...

Lectures still the same, boring and very less-entertaining. Lecturers' jokes aint funny except for the ang-mo lecturers u had for my history module. So far so good. Just that i dont understand what my CS2105 lecturer is trying to explain, i'm trying very hard to try to figure out what my CS3265 lecturer is saying, CS3261 lecturer's so......... cheem, FNA1002 lecturer's voice is driving me sleeply and HY1101E lecturer's okie; but that's only the first lecture. hahahhaa, How interesting can my school life for this semester be interesting hahahaa...

Chinese New Year's approaching, yet to get any new clothes. But i got new undergarments already! YEah!!!!!!!! =) hahaha 3 more weeks for me to shop! yeah! Oh, i guess this year i still cant fit into a cheong-sam. =( Never mind, I'm never too old to fit into one hehehe =)
Gonna get new Shoes!!! and Tops.. Why aint the stores replenishing stock for new year. It's no use having sales with all those old old old stocks which i had seen them for like umpteen times during their previous previous sale. Get a Life....

Finished reading Nicole's Just Friends and finally i can return her her 3 books i borrowed 3 year ago hehehe.. * embarrassed* and i also finished reading Sophie Kinsella's Can You Keep a Secret. Wow, im so impressed by myself. hehehe I'm reading u know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My eldest sis shall be very impressed with me too, to her, i only read books when im on oversea holidays hehehe.
Oh, now Im gonna start with Sophie Kinsella's Shopaholic series. It consists of at the moment 4 books; 'Confessions of a Shopaholic' , 'Shopaholic takes Manhattan' , ' Shopaholic ties the knot' and 'Shopaholic and Sister'. Wow... Shopaholic... Hope i dont become one after reading the series hehehe. =) Or maybe i'm already one. =)

Tutorial Registration starts on monday. I better remember!!
Celebrating huifen's birthday tomorrow! Gonna buy the cake! i better remember!
I seem to forget things easily. Better dont be a habit..

Welcome 2005.

In my last entry, i bid goodbye to 2004, hehehe and i think i should say hello to 2005. hehehe.
i very very late for it.... Sorry oh.. Welcome 2005! A new beginning for me and for everybody. =)

Good Bye 2004..

A lesson i had learnt from my experience of blogging. Always copy and paste the entry to a word file before publishing the post. Im never wrong with this. I had enough of the shock of losing the words i typed. I almost had one just now, luckily I had a copy. hehehehe.. And i always see blog entries cursing and swearing at the stupid Blogger hehehe.. =)

Oh 2004. Good bye. Im a week late for this, but Dont mind me okie?!!

I shall not look back what i did the past year, i shall look forward to what Im going to do this year....

Im turning 21 this year. How interesting can it be....

Update Update Update !!!

Finally i got the urge to blog.. Now munching Marks and spencer's digestive bar. hahaha actually it's just digestive biscuit covered with chocolate. It's so tempting that i cant stop munching.
Actually lots of things happened within this holidays and now my holidays will end in two days time, will be back to school again on Monday. I'm not sure whether to be happy with it, or to be sad over it. Sigh..
During school, i always wanted to blog but i had nothing to blog. During holidays, i had the time to blog and i had things to blog but i just dont feel like blogging. How weird can i be... Or maybe just the laziness inside me.

Let me summarize how i spend my holidays.

My did-already list.

I had fun.
I had no more money.
I never ever had such an enjoyable holidays before.
I love the company i spent with during this holidays.
I had Sindy to share my bed with for a week.
I had lots of late night.
I had Libing to do shopping with me.
I had a lot of holes in my pockets.
I bought a lot of things.
I did my pedicure.
I sent out Christmas cards to my friends.
I had friends wondering how i have so much time to write those cards.
I had lots of Christmas greetings from friends.
I felt blessed.
I had Nicole to take photos of me and friends.
I took lots of photos.
I had dinner with Selene and Andy.
I finally finished reading Tony parsons's The family Way.
I finished reading Mitch Albom's The Five people you meet in heaven.
I had yet to finish Just friends which i borrowed from Nicole 4 years again.
I cried when i see Sindy leaving.
I knew i would cry if i see Libing leave, that's y i didnt send her.
I enjoyed Christmas Eve.
I spent my Christmas Eve with my high heels and Ladies.
I met my primary school friend in Chijmes coincidentally.
I countdowned with the Ladies at my apt's swimming poolside with booze.
I chatted with Sindy.
I chatted with Libing.
I chatted with Nicole.
I chatted with Jiawoei.
I knew who's there for me in the middle of the night when im really confused and couldnt sleep.
I knew who will pick up my call at 3am.
I ate alot tooooo..
I drink alot tooooo...
I drank lots of beer tooooo....
I grew heavier.
I worked for my parents during my last few days of holidays.
I watched lots of movies.
I got my first gift from him on Christmas Eve.
I got him gifts tooo.
I pampered him too much i think.
I did disappoint him, but he didnt know.
I felt so bad not telling him alot of things.
I got a Pooh bear mug from my sis.
I got a Fortune Cat tied to my handphone.
I countdowned to New Year with my parents.
I bidded for my modules.
I had saved 370 bucks with him.
I had dinner with my secondary school friends.
I had a long list of what i did for my holidays.

Results from this holidays ===>> a Bigger, Heavier, Poorer, Happier and Lazier Me.

hahahaha. okie. Actually i did a lot of things, but i dont remember some..

Something to add about this holiday. Oh shall i say this December.

Something about Sindy.
Actually i wanted to write her a letter before she left, but didnt manage to do so. Her one week stay at my place, just made our friendship stronger. During the 2 years apart, we didnt manage to chat to each other much, all thanks to the busy schedule we had. But it seems like, after 2 years, we still have things to chat about and we dont feel awkward towards each other. I couldnt believe that one week is so short. I wont mind if she could stay longer. Having to say good bye to each other, it's really the hardest thing to say. Having spent the whole week with her, I enjoyed alot. We danced, we drank, we gossiped, we chatted..... I'm not sure when will i see this wonderful lady, u still hope after another 8 years, i can still show her the friendship band we got for each other. I miss you gal.

Something about Libing.
Hahaha, laopo, I love the way u wear ur makeup. This lady can really shop. hahaha, we always complained about not seeing any cute guys in the streets and we kept complaining we had no time for shopping and also no money.. Oh, btw i still dont dare to see my bank account balance. hahaha. This lady is dying about whitening products when she's already very fair. This lady is ready to give you comments on whatever questions you have. She gives you real sincere opinions which i really listen to and consider. Oh, i didnt accompany her to watch Meet the Fockers, Im so sorry lib. so sorry. No worries gal, i will keep you updated about that thing ah. Oh btw, i gave the thur thing a miss. I thought about it already and i know what i need already.. Hope nothing will make me change my mind. I miss you. remember to show me urself on the webcam oh. =) And my letters tooooo....

Not gonna see this 2 lovely friends for years i think..