glad that there's no subject

Something i like about this new blog, i do not have to think of a subject for it. Yeah! no more cracking head and scratching head about the title of the blog. Tomorrow will be my last day of work and i knew that wont be my last day, my mummy will find all means of ways to make me go to work on weekends, but at least i can get my weekdays free for my friends. I will be lonely again when Nicole goes back to Melbourne and when jiawei starts school on the 26th of July. I will only start school on August 10, not sure whether to be happy or sad over it. I guess during my free time , i will go visit my god-daughter and go for my aerobics classes i think. =)

Nothing unusual happened these few days. I had been spending my nights chatting with him as we dont get to chat that often in the day. Poor guy, he's gonna be damn broke after paying for his phone bills ahahaha. Asked him a few questions which i have been thinking of, his answers were so sweet, and i'm quite overjoyed hearing his answers. One thing about me, i'm playing hard to get which i think i dont have the assets to do that ahhaha. Who cares.. =P Sometimes i tell jiawei about how i treat him, she was complained that i shouldnt have done it. I think I'm really very bad to him. Sometimes when i recalled what he says to me, it really kind of warm my feeling for him. But truly speaking, i dont reall love him alot. That makes him a best candidates for a boyfriend i think, because he loves me more than i love him. It's always wise to find someone like that. That's how i feel i'm not really sure how you all would feel. I think i'm really bad bad bad.

Actually I do not have enough confidence of myself, even Mark said that to me too. I dont know how to build up confidence, it's gonna take a long time i think.

I'm just pouring out all my feelings. Sorry It's very untidy. Btw i dont know what happened to my comments, no one seems to be able to leave messages for me. I will get it done soon.. And i need your comments badly too... =)