It's so ....

It's friday again. And the only day i get to go out with him, cause he only gets a day off every week.. it's still better than nothing. Whenever i'm out with him, i'm so afraid we might be recognized by familiar faces, we have to be extra careful when we're out. Maybe as time passes, i might be sick of worrying about all this i think....
Jiawei's with us in the early afternoon. It's nice to have her accompany too. and I hope she doesnt feel awkward with us. It's really important to have friends' confirmation and support. hehehe. She accompanied us to Boon Lay before she headed for school. It's nice to see friends starting school. And I suddenly felt like going to school. I think this holiday was a bit too long. 3 months ah! A bit too long i guess. And you wont enjoy it when u have to go to work! hehehehe
Actually i couldnt remember what we did on that day, it just happened so fast and we totally didnt plan where we were going, what we want to do. We just want to be together i think with no one disturbing us.. We somehow enjoyed taking the mrt. ahahhaha.. Really nothing to do ah ahhahhaaha =)
Maybe next week we should go for movie!! M. Night Shyamalan's "The Village" hehehhee...

What about this week so far??

Monday 26th July 2004...
Met Jiawei for Lunch at cityhall. The 2 shua-go-s who never eat Subway before, finally went to try it. ahhaha.. Okie lah.. not bad but not i dont think i will eat it anymore unless someone requested i guess. hehehhee..  Nothing new or unusual about it, no wonder Nicole never wants to eat it in Singapore... hehehe....

Bumped into yifei on the way, we chatted for like 15 mins?? ehhehe it's been a long long time ever since i chatted with her. Heard that she's doing quite well in everything, not bad. Hope to see her often in school then since we are both in the same school. =)

Jiawei had to leave early for school, that's only left with me alone shopping. Sometimes shopping alone can be really fun and sometimes can be really Boring. hehehee so i guess it all depends on your mood. Bought presents for Baby Felicia for her 1st birthday. A pair of red Winnie the Pooh shoes and a Winnie the Pooh dress hahahha. =)  I got myself a big big pink pencil case again, hope that will motivate me to study again hehehe. Also bought myself a story book although i hadnt finished the last few books i got. It's Tony Parsons's The Family Way, i read his Man and Boy which i think was quite enjoyable but i didnt like his Man and Wife(i never finished reading that book. It's so boring). I have a very bad habit, whenever i got myself a new book, i will read the new one and forget about the unfinished one. I have lots of unfinished books waiting for me.

Was in a very bad mood in the evening and i couldnt remember what happen. I tend to have mood swings very often these few days. =(

Tuesday 27th July 2004...
Went to look for Mama Geraldine and Baby Felicia. She's so cute hehehhe.. so huggable..
I spent my whole afternoon at her place slacking and munching on the snacks i bought. =P I was supposed to babysit Felicia, but it's more like she's babysitting me hahahhaha. =) Now that geraldine decided to be a part-time housewife and now that she enjoyed looking after her baby, i'm happy for her too. Now that she found what she wanted. =)

He told me that this month his handphone bills shot up to 300 bucks. I was damn guilty of it... I told myself not to call him and dont disturb him anymore.... Guilty!! Damn Guilty!!!

Wednesday 28th July 2004...
Had a very bad start today. Dont want to mention about it.. Dont want to remember and dont bother to recall ... =) 

 

I blogged and i posted photos. What's next?

Hey ladies, as u all can see! i BLOG a rather long entry of what i did before these photos! Dont just look at those photos!!! Remember to give comments if possible and Also go remember to read my blog also. .....

I'm gonna post more photos if possible.. Those i had taken during my holidays.. But sorry, no photos of him yet hehehe =)

Those out there in Melbourne, I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

An Acting Cute huihui with nicole! 

Me and Selene 

Me and Nicole again!  

Me and Nic 

Jiawei and Me!!! 

I wanted to be the furthest from the camera so that my face wont look big, but i'm wrong, it's still so big.. 

The four of us in monorail! 

Me Digging the nose of the Dragon!! ehhee 

That's me with a Damn Ugly Look! All thanks to nic for this photo ah!!! SO ugly! =)  

The Four of Us.. Ouside Taka. 

Selene, jiawei and Me! 

Me and Chibu!!!!  

me and jiawei slacking away from work!! 

the 3 of us again!!!=) 

the 3 of us. 

more and more spider webs....

Had been abandoning my blog for more than a week.. I'm just too lazy to blog.. and now when i want to blog on things i had done, i cannot really remember.. i only knew i'm getting fatter and fatter... cos of all the food i had eaten for the past few days...

Sunday 18th July 2004..
Boring day at work... Nothing much to comment... =(

Monday 19th July 2004
I tidied my room, but only managed to get it half done.. So messy and dusty.. Imagine i have to sleep with the dust every night hahahaha. =)
Got myself dressed up for the dinner. It's a new product launch dinner for this particular Creative mp3 and i had to accompanied my sis there. I dropped by at the shop to meet my sis, but also to give him a surprise. I bluffed him that i was at home but actually i was like on my way there and he really got a shock when he saw me hahaha.. Just looked at his shocked face hahahahaa.. =) And he said i look good in dress hahahahaa. *delighted* At first we thought we might be able to sneak out to eat at marche but who knows, we had to be seated in tables which we thought was supposed to be a buffet style... Arghhh.... Struck there for about 3.5 hours i think, but the food wasnt that bad... =)

Tuesday 20th July 2004..
Stayed at home..... 

Wednesday 21th July 2004.. 
Today, we went to Sentosa.. Yeah! And what's even better! Nicole's driving us there.. Yes!!! hehehehheee.... We took quite a few pictures along the way. and i havent been there for like 4 years already and there's quite a lot of changes. We were in the monorail for like 40 mins i think, we went round the whole island and did lots of chatting. In the late afternoon, my flu got worse, and i think i kind of spoilt the whole day. I was rubbing my nose non-stop and i wasnt that chitty anymore hehehe. After Sentosa, we went to Orchard and stop at Coffee Express for a cup of coffee..
Had dinner at Sakae Sushi, but i didnt have the appetite. It's nice to see the ladies munching on their sushi ahhahaha. =) One of these days, i should go for the Sushi buffet i think. hehehehe =)

When u are sick, it's so nice to have someone to care for you, remind u to have medicine and someone to wake you up for medicine and someone who let you win in any agrument. Someone who is constantly worrying about you when you are not home yet. I think i really like him.

Thursday 22th July 2004  
Went to work. I thought i remembered telling my parents that i will stop working.. Why am i doing ?? huh? Going back to work again on a weekday!!! I told them weekends i can go and help. but why on a weekday too.. I hate this.. But what can i do. When my mummy is not liberal enough.. I'm afraid that i need to do this when my school starts, i think i have to start getting myself occupied on weekends when school starts.

Went to the Fish & Co at the glass house for dinner with Wendy, Mark and sis.. Ate the seafood platter. Yummy....... I think Wendy and Mark are the few friends aka working partners that who i really get along well.. as in being really close ah.. hehehhe. It's nice to have them cause they are already working adults and it's nice to hear them chat about work. It's something interesting that i want to know.

Friday 23th July 2004
Had been waiting for this day ever since last friday..=) Going out with him.. I think that's the only thing that keeps me going! heheheehe. Went for movie today. Watch I, Robot. the new movie by Will Smith. The movie's not bad... I give it 3.5 popcorns . We took up the couple's seats and i really enjoyed the movie hehehehee. =) Okie.. Not the movie, but the company i had thru out the whole movie hahaha...
After the movie, 2 lonely souls just roam round Orchard endlessly, until i decided to go for kaya toast in Killiney Road. ehhehehehehe
After tea, we went for mrt ride from somerset to harbourfront and then from there to punggol, and from there to aljunied . I dont care whether what we did was boring or not, i just like to be with him is enough. I dont like to be in the crowd, i want to be in my own world.. Living in our own world hehehehe. =)
I just cant wait for our next friday... =)

Watched Sex and the city on HBO.. hehhehehe

Saturday 24th July 2004
Boring day. Went to work again... Boring...
What's worse,  Nicole's leaving in the evening... =( Not one to accompany me for shopping, no more going out with her.... =(

Left from work at anout 530pm, saw him crossing the road, managed to catch up with him, and so he accompanied me to the mrt. Finally got a chance to be with him alone.. hehehhe...
Met jiawei then met nicole and her parents... =) Went for dinner with them. But so pai seh cos her parents treat us for dinner again.... * Nicole, thanks for your treat again!!!!*

Managed to do some last minute chatting with the ladies.
No more tears this time we send nic off..
Nicole, We will be able to see each other at the end of the year Nic. No problem, take care of yourself okie?!! hehehhe I Miss You..

Sat down at Starbucks with jiawei after that. I arranged to meet him after work, and he's coming over to tanah merah to see me home. yeah!!! Excited! And guilty because he had to travel all the way here, but of course he's more than willing to do it. =)

From tanah merah, we took the mrt down to aljunied. I hadnt walked through the streets of Geylang before and i didnt want to go home early, so we decided to walk to geylang..
We walked and walked, joked along the way, sat down for a drink until my sis spoilt the night by asking to go home quick to pass her her comics which she borrowed from jiawei ... ARGHHH...
He accompanied me home and i was really excited for the whole night.. hehheheheee

 

*p.s : I think i might sound a bit desperate in my blog.. hahaha too bad.. cos I AM hahahhahahahhahahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahahahha ooops !!!!*
*pp.s : I think i will never gonna criticize on couples pda-ing in public.*

I had never been so happy before...

Wanted to have a new entry for this particular day. It's kinda of special to me.. =))
 
Friday 16 July 2004.
 
Went out with him. Our officially first date even since he popped me the question. I requested him to wear contact lens, cos i think he looks great without glasses. I couldnt recognise him on that day, cause i hadnt seen him without glasses for a month. hahahaha. I remember telling him beforehand that i forgot how he look without glasses.. hehehehe. I hadnt seen him for like 5 days only, and i knew i miss him alot. =)
 
Took a bus down to Katong for Katong Laska.. Delicious is the word to describe it. Especially when someone is paying for your food. Hahahaha....=) Everytime when we meet up, it's always raining... =(  Normally i'm always the person who's holding the umbrella.. Now that someone else is holding the umbrella for you, the feeling is so different, especially when now it's someone you love, you will feel so loved ... hahahha.. *dreaming*
 
Went to Changi Airport for no reason, just wanted to get away from the city , and be at some place to mua... hehehe. =) Juat want to laze around, we took the skytrain, hang out in the viewing mall, chatted quite a lot. Managed to grab the sofa seat in Burger King at Terminal 2, and i managed to rest my head on his chest.. aiya... First time!! so nice!!! =P ( see how excited i am)
 
He took me for dinner near his place.. It's so nice without having to make decisions for the whole day. He planned everything for me.. =) I think i really fall in love with him already.. And the more i'm closer to him, the more afraid i am... Dont know why.......
 
Saturaday 17 July 2004
 
Today, he wore contact lens. And i just cant take my eyes off him whenever he wears contacts.. He looks damn cool. =) For the whole day, I just had my eyes on him..I hope nobody notice that.
We are so close(in distance) to each other, yet we are so apart.. Whenever we have any eye contact with each other, it only draws attention from the rest..   My god... It's so painful but i just have to bear with it and protecting this relationship....
 
Met doreen today!! Yeah!! got to see her again! =)
 
Arranged for coffee with Nicole and Jiawoei after work! and Nicole's driving! Yeah!!! =) After work, he accompanied me while waiting for the ladies and i didnt know he was accompanying me, he wasnt standing near to me, not even close to me.. And i was like a bit angry then he was with me... When i found out that he hasnt left with his friend because he's waiting for me to get on the car.. I was so damn touched... Arghhhhhh....
 
Had coffee with the ladies at Fullerton... So nice"! So Enjoying!

Now apart from my parents who are waiting for me to get home, he's waiting for me too...  We chat with each other almost every night, and for those who knows me well, i just love chatting on the phone! That night, i really miss him alot. I think I miss him because i reallly miss his company... I cant wait for our next date.. =P

For the past week.

I hadnt been very disciplined, kept telling myself to blog every end of a day, but i just didnt do it. Sorry for those who are constantly checking my webbie for new entries. Today's one will be a very very long one i hope to update you guys what i had been fooling around with for the whole week. hehehhehe =)
 
Monday 12 July 2004
 
Today is my first day of freedom from work. Finally i can let my hair down and have all the fun i wanted. And surprisingly my mummy was willing to let me go but i still need to go back to work on weekends, but it's still better than nothing right? Went out with Nicole and Jiawoei for some overdue shopping.... Bought lots of things and i already forgot what i have gotten. =) Had our lunch at Pasta Mania, dessert at far east( I had chendol but it tasted more like coconut milk with ice) , coffee at Baker's inn in Paragon, dinner at Taka's foodcourt... Whenever Nicole's back home,  i had lots of photos to see.. She really loves taking photos which i still dont understand why?? ehehehehe I dont enjoy taking photos, the word photogenic can never be used on me.=(

Tuesday 13 July 2004

Second day of freedom... Met Nicole only in the afternoon. Accompanied her to the dentist and i got my pink nike shoe... Yeah!! I had been thinking of it the whole night. =) Did a little shopping before we head to esplanade for our choco.. =) Went to Max Brenner for our tea break .. Yeah the chocolates are fabulous, especially the hot suckao milk.. Damn nice.. It's just like hot chocolate prepared it a different way. And of course not to miss its chocolate fondue... There's sliced bananas, strawberries, marshmallows and sweeted bread for u to dip, and it's really heavenly. hehehehe =)  I'm gonna post some pictures for u guys to take a look when i figure how to post photos to the blogger first ehehehe.. =)

Wednesday 14 July 2004

Went cycling with the ladies; Nicole, Jiawoei and Selene at the usual East Coast Park. Love the sun , sand and the sky. That day, it wasnt too humid and wasnt too hot, it's just nice for an outdoor activity. Luckily the sun wasnt that scorching, if not i'll definitely suffer from sunburnt and i tried that the last time.... No more for me... Nothing special happened on the way if i dont remember wrongly... Had dinner at Parkway Parade, the place where i used to hang out the most during my secondary school days.... I miss those days...
Actually we wanted to go for a drink at the Cosy Bay near my place, but it was raining damn heavy so we had to give it a miss. I bet Jiawoei was quite disappointed with it.....
Managed to watch a few VCDs without falling asleep , Along Came Polly was damn hilarious, Chasing Liberty was so sweet, Hua Hao Yue Yuan was okie( cos i wasnt watching, and i watched that before alone) and In the mirror was Yuckssss( we didnt finish it in the end) . The whole night, i couldnt stop myself from munching on those chips hehehhee....
Just went everyone was back in bed, Jiawoei and I had some bitching to do, and we didnt know that we were like talking so loudly that nicole and selene couldnt sleep.. And when we knew about it, we started whispering and giggling non-stop.. And the whole bed was shaking hahahhaa... ..... .... 
Not only that, then i realised that we could have just gone out to the living room to chat without having to torture nicole's sleep ahahhaahaha.. silly right... Both of us never seems to be tired with all the chit-chats we had. I really dont understand why we have so much to chat about hahahahaa......
 
Thursday 15 July 2004 
 
Suffered from insufficient sleep for the whole day. I even fell asleep while watching King Arthur.. hehehheehe... but luckily i woke up in time for the climax ah.. if not waste my $7.50 hehehe... =)
The whole show wasnt that bad.... i give it 3.1 popcorns. hehehehe.. ..... =)
And we met Sam for dinner... nothing happened.. Just a normal dinner...... 
 

New layout.

I have a new layout again.. For this one, finally the comments section is working, So that means i will be flooding with comments everyday. =) And now with the new layout, i need to think a title for my blog.. =( not very happy with that.

It's my last day of work, but my mummy doesnt seem to approved it and now she wants me to work on weekends... My god... Shit. I'm not very sure about this, but if im free, i think i go for work then.

Yesterday, he got home late and therefore we chatted real late and till real late. I was the one dozing off.. And at that point of time he was like telling me about his ex-gf which i have been waiting for him to tell me... Ah.... Just too tired ah. And for the past few days of late nights, i have 3 new pimples, adding to my collections of acnes. ArgH!!!!

I dont have much to blog these few days.. Btw, tomorrow i will be going shopping with the ladies and having lots of ladies talk(no more girl talk) hehehhee... Gonna get some new clothes and shoes. And i think i should ask friends out more often since now i have the time but no money.. hehehehe. I'm a spendthrift and money dont stay in my purse.... Sad Case....

glad that there's no subject

Something i like about this new blog, i do not have to think of a subject for it. Yeah! no more cracking head and scratching head about the title of the blog. Tomorrow will be my last day of work and i knew that wont be my last day, my mummy will find all means of ways to make me go to work on weekends, but at least i can get my weekdays free for my friends. I will be lonely again when Nicole goes back to Melbourne and when jiawei starts school on the 26th of July. I will only start school on August 10, not sure whether to be happy or sad over it. I guess during my free time , i will go visit my god-daughter and go for my aerobics classes i think. =)

Nothing unusual happened these few days. I had been spending my nights chatting with him as we dont get to chat that often in the day. Poor guy, he's gonna be damn broke after paying for his phone bills ahahaha. Asked him a few questions which i have been thinking of, his answers were so sweet, and i'm quite overjoyed hearing his answers. One thing about me, i'm playing hard to get which i think i dont have the assets to do that ahhaha. Who cares.. =P Sometimes i tell jiawei about how i treat him, she was complained that i shouldnt have done it. I think I'm really very bad to him. Sometimes when i recalled what he says to me, it really kind of warm my feeling for him. But truly speaking, i dont reall love him alot. That makes him a best candidates for a boyfriend i think, because he loves me more than i love him. It's always wise to find someone like that. That's how i feel i'm not really sure how you all would feel. I think i'm really bad bad bad.

Actually I do not have enough confidence of myself, even Mark said that to me too. I dont know how to build up confidence, it's gonna take a long time i think.

I'm just pouring out all my feelings. Sorry It's very untidy. Btw i dont know what happened to my comments, no one seems to be able to leave messages for me. I will get it done soon.. And i need your comments badly too... =)

It's time for a new look....

Hey guys, Sorry for not blogging and keeping you guys wait for my blog. This blog really gave me a headache and insufficent sleep. Had to stay up the whole night just to come out with the look of the blog. With umpteen times of browsing throught the blogskins webbie, and finally i found this emily the strange templates which i think looks damn cool (at least i feel that)
And now i am here blogging my second entry at 4 am and i still need to work later.. By the way for those who dont know, i'm now currently working for my parents and i will be quitting this week for a month rest before my school starts in August. I think i have enough of work and i need to accompany my friends back from Australia. I miss them badly and finally they are back and sad to say, Libing Sindy is still in Melbourne.. When will i see you 2? Now that Nicole and Chibu are back, we definitely need to catch up with each other soon. =)
For those who remembered my last few entries from my old blog, I did mention this particular guy i knew at work? The one whom i went out with once?? Any idea?? Actually i only knew him for about 6 weeks, and he's indeed a very nice guy. Most of my friends like Jiawoei, Nicole, Selene and Chibu had already seen him, feedback wasnt that bad. And when he pops the question, i said okie and that may be my ever first relationship. We will see how does things go at this month.Actually i might be a little desperate, but i dont care, just enjoy the process and who cares about future. Hahahaa...
It was 5th of July around 5am when he asked me, Still remembered how he sound over the phone, and he was like struggling whether to tell me or not. He's damn shy at that time hahahaa. Actually i forced him to ask me over the phone, because he already asked me through sms, which i thought was rather insincere and unromantic ahhaha.. I'M SO BAD This is my first relationship and i really dont know what to do with it. Just have to pray that this guy isnt playing with feelings and see how does things ah..

In the mood for love

Not in a mood for anything now. just figuring with this new blogger i got for myself. It's time to upgrade to something new, especially when your friends are all coming with those interesting and colourful blogs. Something short. For those who are close to me, know what i have been up too recently, i will soon update those that havent contacted me lastly. Take care.