my 102th entry

this is my 102th entry. When did i have so many entries ??hehehe
In comp lab now, doing nothing. =(
Waiting fot tutorial to start at 2pm. 45 mins to go......

Will post more photos tonight. Took quite a few with my secondary school mates last weekend.

Tomorrow's my free day. Yeah!!!!!
Going shopping i hope?

Thursday i will be in school the whole day and i have a mid-term test on thurdays and i guess we are meeting my group members in the evening again..

Friday, maybe i will got to school to do my programming..

Saturday, thinking whether to meet up with my group members for project again as monday is the consultation and we need to show the advisor our project.. =(

Sunday, i should say this day is reserved for my family... Either i go out with my mummy, or i will just stay at home to slack...

Slack = Eat + Sleep + TV.

just wondering how's my friends in Melbourne??

Oh lib lao po, i think ur card got lose in the mail leh, i havent received ur card... =(
how??? *sad sad*

Its the end of Septemeber already. Soon its October.... then Novemeber....

Novemeber is my exam month..... and then Decemeber!!!!!!!!!!!

December!! Christmas........ oh lib, u coming back for Christmas???

nick, when will u be back??

Sindy, how's work???

Miss u guys alot....

hahaha see how my nephew changed from a thin tanned baby to a chubby fair baby... 

My baby nephew weizhe 

My 21st Birthday

Hey i just uploaded the photos i took on my bdae. hehehe...
Had a wonderful bbq with friends and family.
Cant really remember what i eat that night.
Only knew that i was the luckiest girl on earth on that night!
Warmth from my mummy who cooked for me...
Warmth from friends who attended my bbq.....
Warmth from sisters who got me the cake which was thrown on my face, and the flowers with a yellow hippo.
Warmth from friends who sms me to say Happy Birthday!
Warmth from daddy's big big hongbao.
Warmth from friends who called me to say Happy Birthday!
Didnt know i was the luckiest girl till that day.....

21 !!!!! Time for R21 movies.
21 !!!!! Time for the key to freedom.


hahahaha....

Flowers from my lovely sisters! They know im dying to receive flowers! =)  

hahaha candid photo. I got thrown into the pool!!!!!! *smudge eyeliners* 

Dont u notice something? I can't stop myself from smiling without my teeth shown in all the photos? 

That's all the people i knew from working at my mummy place. hahaaha....  

That's all my friends from secondary school. But sindy, chibu, nic and lib are missing from my photos 

Me with my cake! I shall only say My cake tastes great!!!!! 

Me with 2 of my naughty nieces! and my birthday cake! Call me Minnie mouse!  

Me with my jc friends. Thanks thanks for coming!!! 

they companied me while i study 

Simplicity

Finally, after so long, i decided to blog again..
Changed my layout of my blog, something simple..
Heard from my sis that my daddy's best friend Mr Ang just passed away today in the early morning, and 3 hours after his death my daddy just got to know of the news. My poor daddy was weeping when he told my mummy about it. Within this half a year, I kept hearing from my daddy that his friends past away suddenly. How vulnerable life could be. You see this person smiling happily at you today, but the next moment he just disappeared for good.
Yesterday, my mummy was just telling my that Mr Ang couldnt recognize my daddy and their friends anymore. mummy said that he might be leaving soon. But its like a bit too soon right.He suffered from liver cancer. Last Sun, he just had a dinner with my daddy (birthday boy). Ever since my daddy knew mr ang contacted cancer, everytime when my daddy mentioned about Mr Ang, i knew how vulnerable my daddy feel. he felt that he could help him in anyway.

Still remember when i was young, uncle always joked with me , said that i could be his daughter-in-law. hahaha... I will always remember uncle.......

Mood: Super low.
13.27

Hate Holidays

This is the worst holiday i ever had. I hope something nice will be happening to me soon, if not i shall rest in peace. Reason of death: Lack of space mentally( cos i have lots of 'space' physically), and definitely murdered.

im not sure whether is it me or my family members? Im not sure whether its me who has changed oris it just that now i finally realized what's hiding among them? I dont understand. Im being so left out. Maybe to them, Im just someone they can make use of or maybe just someone who can entertain them?

I dont understand. Im so full of question marks. Whether i do something, i always try to think in their place before doing anything. I care about them first then mine. I dont understand why. Maybe just being stupid bah.. Forget it

I think im all alone now. I only feel that im just an outsider accompanying one of their rooms in the house and also wasting their food.

Im hanging alone now... All alone.

friday night

im just back from a small evening shopping trip and I didnt buy anything!!!!! SO SAD.

hey, i finally signed up for the singnet broadband1500. hehehe my usual connection was only 512kpbs and now i pay the same price for a better connection ahahha. and i got to choose 2 handphones for the offer. Both 3G phones. One is a Motorola one and one is the Nokia 6680( usual price 900++) which i need to topup 338 bucks for it. Of course i will get the Nokia one. Im now Nokia loyalty list( if there is one) okie!! ahahha.
Now i get a Ethernet modem free, and i wont have to worry about getting disconnected always due to the unstability of my laptop.
hehehe...

okie lazy lazy bones.... night night

on Holidays.

As you all can feel from my blog, Im on HOLIDAY finally. After 4 months of school, im finally having my end of yr term break. It is 3 months long... Starting school on the 1st of August, and again, i need to consider what modules to take for next semester and i will be graduating in another year's time. Damn fast i should say.

What had i been doing for the near 2 weeks holidays so far?? I visited the library, borrowed books on html, which i need to know for next semester work. Gonna head back to library for more books. I finished reading the thin book Tuesdays with Morrie. I baked cookies for my nieces. I taught them Maths, Chinese and English. Part time Nanny!!!! Went shopping alone for 2 days, burned a hole on my pocket again. Everyday sleep at 2am and wake up at 12 noon. Went out with friends.......
Hahaha in short, i just wasted 2 weeks of holidays and i still have 10 more weeks to waste.
Come to think about i just wasted 2 weeks holidays in a blink of an eye, i think i can just waste the other 10 weeks easily hehehe.. =P

Tuesday( yesterday), I met up with my secondary classmates, and we watched House of Wax. Actually i know the story already because vincent told me and it's damn gory. No other comments, I just think the way the people got killed was damn damn damn gruesome.
Chatted quite a lot with them. As both Doreen and huifen are poly graduates, and they are still looking for jobs and going for interviews, we went to sign up the job agency to look for jobs. I need a temp job to keep me occupied and i need the money. I cannot imagine myself after graduating, looking for jobs. I seemed like there are thousand of people looking for jobs everytime a batch of students graduated. *sigh*

Finally bought an eye serum for dark rings!! Damn ex, but i think its okie, I cant stand them anym0oore!!!!!

Went out to celebrate Selene's birthday. This girl has just reached the 21 mark. hahaha. and i will too in another 4 months i think? hehehee Went for dinner, still the usual crap. I always feel comfortable with this whole batch of friends. Overall, Nice friends, nice dinner. I just wonder 10 years down the road, will we still be able to meet up like this?

- Sindy told me she might want to come back to sg for holidays this july?!!! *excited oh*
- Someone just offered me a temp job to be a surveyor in N U S / N T U? I dont think i will be taking up that job !
- Happy Birthday Selene!!!!=)
- Did i say i got a new mp3 player??
- oh and did i say i might get a new phone? * im not only broke now, Im broken*